torn up; j.s

update

"hey me and Hunter wanna take you guys somewhere." Jacob said getting up and grabbing my hand, dragging me to my closet. Hunter did the same with Carter.
"here put this on babe." Jacob said handing me an outfit. \/

he just called me babe. ehhh. stop. I put it on and asked him where we were going.
"somewhere."
He dragged me downstairs and we find Hunter and Carter waiting. she was wearing something a little similar. \/

We go get in the car.
Jacob driving, Me Bside him, Then Carter and Hunter in the back. Like 15 minutes later we pull up at the skating place thingy.
"come on!" Hunter and Jacob scream running out of the car.
Me and Carter got out slowly because we were talking.
"I  don't think they know we used to come here a lot." I say.
"probably not."
"once we do the trick things there gonna be in shock!" I say laughing.
"let's go!"
We go inside and get a skate board then we walk outside again. Once me and Carter put our skate boards down we haul ass leaving Hunter and Jacob standing there.
"wanna do the hand stand thing?" I ask her.
"yeah let's do it." she says.
Hunter and Jacob catch up and stop to see what we're doing.
I do this \/

while Carter does an actual hand stand \/

"wtf?!?" Jacob says. "let me try."
him and Hunter tried but both failed. they both fell off. they tried like 5 more times but eventually gave up.
"Megan come sit down." Jacob said patting his skateboard.
I sat down and he started pushing it and Then Hunter and Carter did the same.
We were almost done when Carter asked me to take a picture of her and Hunter.
"awhhh. y'all are so cute" I said looking at the picture I just took.
(looked like this but with her and him)\/

We took the skate boards back and left.
"let's go get ice cream." Carter said.
"yeahh!" I agreed.
We went to the closest ice cream shop and ordered what we wanted then went and sat on a bench nearby.
"thanks." I said to Jacob bc he paid for mine.
"your welcome." he said smiling.
Hunter and Carter were to busy playing on the playground.
Carter was trying to beat Hunter to the slide so she kept bumping into children. She accidentally knocked a little boy off and his mom and Carter were arguing.
"bitch I didn't knock you're son off!"
"you're such a damn liar, don't touch my fucking child again."
Me and Jacob went and got Carter before something went down with a child's parent.
We got in the car and was on our way back home.
"that lady needed to chill. her child was fine." Carter said.
We stopped by the store and got a lot of candy and went back home.
"Megan let's go watch a movie or something." Jacob said.
"okay, see you guys later!" I said pointing at Hunter and Carter.
"see you later, me and Hunter are going to my room." Carter said winking at me with a tiny "I'm going to fuck." smirk on her face.
"have fun!" I said smirking back.
"come onnnnn...." Jacob said tugging my arm.
I grabbed candy and started racing him up the stairs. I obviously won. but I ran and jumped on my bed and grabbed the remote. Jacob crawled in after me after he cut the light off.
I was looking for a movie on Netflix but got cut off my Jacobs voice.
"hey can we talk right quick?" he asked. I was still laying down but he had his hand on his head looking down at me turned to the side.
I looked at him and said "sure. what's up?"
he sounded a little sad.
"okay, uhh, so why didn't you want to talk to me or anything?"
I tried to think of an excuse, any thing, because I really didn't want to tell him.
"uhh, because...because you're dating Victoria" I said lying.
I really didn't care about her because he never goes to see her or anything.
"no, please, be honest with me Megan." he said looking at me In the eyes.
"but I don't want to tell you." I said getting tears in my eyes. "you told me not to do it again but I did."
I flipped over, got In a ball and started crying.
"please, just stop..." I said through tears.
"Megan please, I need to know.."
"I can- I can't. you'll hate me." trying to speak.
He got up and walked out all mad and stuff. but I couldn't tell him.
He walked down the stairs and started throwing things. I could hear him yelling too.
"God damn it!" he screamed throwing...another vase of carters.
"JACOB WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU?!!!" She said running out her room.
"SHE WONT TELL ME!" He screamed starting to cry.
I ran out of my room b4 something bad happened.
"SHE WONT TELL YOU WHAT?!" Carter screamed wanting to know what's happening.
"JACOB STOP!!" I screamed running down to him to try to get him to stop throwing things.
"tell me.." he said standing there crying not screaming anymore.
"You really wanna know?!" I screamed.
"yes.."
"I ALMOST KILLED MYSELF BECAUSE OF YOU!!" I screamed and ran up to my bathroom and locked the door so no one would come in.
It was true. I almost killed myself because of the breakup. Chase ran in though so it didn't really get to happen. I also started cutting again.
I grabbed a blade that I seen sitting on the bathroom sink and dug into my wrist hoping it would do harm. because I was pretty sure Jacob hated me now. When we dated he always told me not to harm myself or any of that. I started crying really loud. I couldn't help it.
I heard Carter screaming "open the fucking door Megan." while she was shaking the door handle and kicking it too.
"open the door!" Jacob screamed.
"wtf is happening?" Hunter screamed.
"leave me alone." I said through the tears.
"Megan, please!" Jacob screamed.
"Megan, you know my past, you know I self harmed, you know almost everything, please don't do it.." Carter said talking now hoping I wouldn't do anything. I didn't answer so she kicked the door down. Jacob ran up and grabbed the blade.
"STOP!! GIVE IT BACK! GI-ve it back..." I said screaming then crying.
"why?-why? why'd you do it?" Jacob said crying too.
"I loved you." I said whispering.
"and I thought you loved me."
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that was a long ass chapter😉
1115 words🤔
  anyways I hope you liked it😏 if you did, like it or whatever it's called😂
Ilysm💕
   ~<Trin👽💕>~