torn up; j.s

update

2 hours later were off the train.
"our houses are like right next to each other, there like 10 minutes from here." Jacob said.
"oh that's nice." I said.
"I'll make dinner when we get home." He said.
Damn. He still doesn't know I have an eating problem.
I said okay and smiled at him.
We arrive at Jacobs house and Hunter and Carter come too.
"We stay here a lot. I have a feeling we'll be bestfriends!" Carter said.
"I do too." I said;)
Jacob offered to take my bags up to a room. I let him. My arms were tired.
"Here's you're room" he said.
"okay thankyou, for everything." I said and smiled.
He smiled back and went back down stairs to cook supper. Spaghetti.
Carter came up and helped me unpack. Then we layed on my bed and got to know each other. It felt like we'd known each other forever.
"SUPPERS READY!" Jacob screamed.
We walked downstairs and sat at the table.
We all talked and got to know each other even tho I already knew a lot of stuff about Carter.

Jacobs pov
We all introduced our selves to Megan. She was a sweet girl. But one thing I noticed was that she didn't bother to look at any of the food around her. She hadn't even touched hers. Maybe she was a little shy. Idk. She just got here though.

Megans pov
I was scared they would notice I wasn't eating. I had to do something. I took 5 really quick bites of the spaghetti sitting in front of me almost vomiting. Then I quickly said "May I be excused?"
"yeah go ahead. are you okay? you look flushed."
"I'm fine thanks." I said and ran upstairs.
I ran into the bathroom and threw up.

Jacobs pov
"what was that?" Carter asked.
"idk she barely touched her food, she didn't even look down." I said.
"maybe it's because she's nervous or shy," Hunter said.
We agreed and kept eating when I felt like I should check on her.
I knock on the bathroom door, it sounded like she was sick at her stomach.

*Knock Knock*

"are you okay?" I asked.

"I should be fine.." She said quickly.

"well. would you like any medicine?" I asked.

Megans pov

"no thankyou, I just need rest, it's been a long day." I said lying.

"okay get some rest" Jacob said.

I went into my room and layed on the bed and just thought about everything. I just embarrassed myself. God I'm such a failure. He probably hates me now.

I soon drift off to sleep😴💤

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