torn up; j.s

update (24)

GOD LISTEN TO THIS BEAUTIFUL PERSONS VOICE😻😭❤️ btw his name is SOMO💕
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Jacobs pov

Me and Megan were laying in my bed, me rubbing my hands up and down her arms, when I felt something.
I pick myself up and grab her arm and look at it. Cuts. they looked like they had been recently done.
"are these fresh cuts?" I ask examining her arm.
"what?" she asked.
"I asked if these were fresh cuts.." I said concerned now looking at her.
"well..no."
She looked as if she was lying. But I had to believe her.
I laid back down, thinking about all that she's went through and all that I've put her through.
damn.
I'm fucked up.
I thought.
you've made her cut
you made her almost kill herself
you've made her life miserable
you almost destroyed you're whole world..
"Megan, I'm sorry, for everything."
She gave me a faint smile and then went back to a straight face.
what's wrong with her
"what's wrong?" I ask sitting up in front of her.
"nothing, what do you mean?" she asked doing the same thing. smiling faintly.
something was bothering her I could tell.
"what's wrong?" I asked again.
"Do you ever miss someone?" she asked.
more than you think
"everyone misses someone or something.." I said.
"oh..." she said playing with her hands.
"why? what's up?"
"nothin really, I just miss my dad.." she said. "if he were here, everything would be okay, and not a burning hell."
I don't know how she feels. I have both of my parents. I honestly feel bad.
(holy fuck a lady bug just scared the shit out me🐞👹)
"I could take you to heaven....if you let me.." I said nervously looking down.
God.
that was cheesy.
"I'm sor-"
I was about to apologize but she cut me off by gripping my shirt and pushing me down on the bed.
Then kissing me. (obviously)\/

I grabbed her ass because why not. it's squishy. and girls like that. (😂😁)
The kisses lasted a while. (yes kisses, you don't only kiss once😒😂💖)
She hopped up now happy, and as she was walking out I looked at her ass bc damn.
holy shit.
she has booty
(😂🍑)
"nice ass grabbing!" she screamed running downstairs to get food.
(if you wanna see what she's wearing\/)

(Jacobs wearing joggers and no shirt😻❤️ back to the story...)
I ran down to the kitchen to and made her ramen noodles in a cup bc she loved those things.
(yes, there in a cup)
"thanks.." she said smiling at me.
"you know something?" I said looking at her once I started the microwave.
"what's that?" she asked.
"you're beautiful." I said smiling at her.
She laughed a little and looked down turning a pinkish red.
Then Hunter and Carter came walking downstairs making out.
I didn't even know that was possible.
Then he sat her on the railing and kept going.
damn.
I hope she falls.
that would be funny as shit.
(sorry Carter, ily😂💖)
"FALL!!" I screamed scaring the piss out of them.
She almost fell but Hunter caught her.
"damn it Hunter!" I said.
"gotta help my girl." he said laughing then smiling at her.
"JACOB!" she screamed running up to me and hit me on the arm. "I almost fell backwards."
"uhm, that's the point..."
The microwave beeped then Carter ran and took the noodles out and tried to eat them but it burnt her tongue.
"those are mine.." Megan whined, giving her a pouty face.
"sorry, I thought they were Jacobs.." She said handing her the noodles laughing. "damn that burnt."
"it's okay I'll help.." Hunter said running up to her. "stick out you're tongue."
She did as he said but he just licked her tongue then laughed.

MEGANS POV

"damn you sexyy..." I said to Carter once I noticed what she was wearing.
"damn baby you are too.." she said "checking" me out.
"what about us?" Hunter said acting all sad.
"you sexy too.." Carter said then pecked him on the lips then made her some noodles.
"well...fine. I'm not sexy then.." Jacob said acting sad too.
"you veryyy sexy.." I said smirking at him then laughing.
"wtf did we just do?!" Carter asked laughing.
"idk.." I said laughing too.
We were stupid, but it's okay.
I started to eat my noodles once they were cooled down some.
"they good?" Jacob said.

JACOBS POV

"yeah, but I'm full.." she said looking sad again.
She only ate like 3 bites.
"Megan please eat.." I said looking at her in the eyes.
"but I'm full..."
"you haven't ate in a while babe..."
"I'll be fine.." she said.
"come on now, I don't want to have to take you to the hospital again..." I said picking up the fork and pulling the noodles to her mouth.
Yes, she's passed out before and I had to take her to the hospital.
"please. I don't want it.."
I pulled the fork down and sat it back in the noodles.
why won't she just eat.
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i finally had an idea☺️
thank god❤️
i better not ever run out of ideas again❌
do you guys like the longer updates??🤔
ilysm💖

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