"Jeremy, where are you taking me?" I complained, gripping the door of the car.
"I was thinking we could go to the movies and then maybe get some dinner?" Jeremy said, leaning over the console.
"That sounds nice," I said, kissing him.
"What do you want to eat?" he asked.
"I don't know, Jeremy." I stared out the window. "You know I'll eat anything."
"What movie do you wanna see?" he asked.
"I don't care," I replied.
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"You're such a tease," Jeremy whispered, grabbing my hand that was resting on his thigh. I watched the credits roll across the screen, then looked over at him.
"I am not a tease, tease-master."
"Yeah, right. What do you want for dinner?" he asked, rubbing the back of my hand before taking his hand away to pull at his beard.
"I dunno.." I said, rubbing my hand across his thigh.
"Do you want Chinese?"
"Nah."
"Um.. Seafood?"
"Mm.. Nah," I replied.
"What do you want?" he asked.
"Can we have Wendy's?" I asked.
"I mean, yeah.. If that's what you want. Easier on my wallet," he said, shrugging. I smiled at him and leaned over to kiss him.
He met my lips, but I felt him trembling. "What's wrong?" I asked after I'd pulled apart from him.
"Nothing.." he said.
"No, tell me.." I said. "You're shaking."
"It's nothing. Let's go," Jeremy said, standing up quickly.
"Hey.. Tell me what just happened.." I said as we walked out.
"I just got some butterflies in my tummy, that's all."
I giggled. "Aw, that's adorable! Why did you get butterflies?" I asked.
"I'm not sure," he replied, putting his hands in his pockets. I smiled and leaned against him as we walked out to the car.
It was quiet as we approached the car. "B-baby?" Jeremy asked nervously.
"Yeah?"
"I've been wanting to tell you this all day.." he said. "Let's get in the car.."
"Okay."
He went to the car and quickly got in. He cranked it and turned the air on. "I got something to tell you.."
"Okay."
"I'm in love with you.. And.. and.. I want to have sex with you.." he said too quickly.
"Jeremy.." I laughed.
"I'm sorry," he said quickly, turning away.
"No, baby.." I grabbed his hand. "It's okay," I said, giggling. "Don't apologize."
"I should've kept my mouth shut."
"No, Jeremy, it's okay. I'm in love with you too. I think I'm ready to give myself to you."
"Shouldn't we wait until we're married?" Jeremy asked. "I thought you were committed to abstinence."
"What made you think that?"
"I dunno.."
"I've already touched you and stuff," I said. He nodded a little.
"Yeah.." he said, looking over at me and giving me a look.
"Are we gonna eat or do you wanna go home and get a little freaky?" I asked, leaning over on him.
"I wanna get freaky.." he said. I grabbed his face and kissed him softly. He gripped the wheel and laughed into the kiss.
"Okay, I should stop.." I said. He nodded and turned, settling into his seat. He put the car in drive and headed home.
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Jeremy shoved me onto the bed and growled at me. "Why are you growl-"
He jumped on top of me, knocking the air out of me. He pinned my arms back and quickly pressed his lips to mine, blocking my airway. I grabbed at his shoulder; his grip on my arms tightened.
"Jeremy!" I panted after he finally backed up. "I can't br-" He bit my ear, causing me to scream. "Jeremy!"
"What?"
"You're being too rough.."
"O-oh.." He loosened his grip and backed away a bit. "I'm sorry.."
"It's okay," I said, sitting up a bit. "How far do you plan on going tonight?" I asked.
"How far do you wanna go?"
"How far do you wanna go?"
"Oh, baby.. I'm ready to go all the way.. I just wanted you to-"
"Well, if you're ready.. So am I."
"You don't have to do this just because I want to," Jeremy said.
"I want to.."
"Benjamin.." he said.
"Okay, fine. I'm not ready," I said.
"Why didn't you just tell me that?" He sat back on my legs.
"I didn't wanna disappoint you.." He ran his hands down my chest.
"You're not gonna disappoint me, baby," he said, smirking. I sighed and shrugged.
"Okay.. Well, then.. I'm not ready."
"That's fine, babe." He kissed me softly.
"I wouldn't mind giving you a blowjob.." I said. He smiled and shook his head.
"I want to give you one first," Jeremy said, pulling down my pants. "Lay back a bit, wouldja? You're breathing down my neck." I smiled and pulled a pillow under my head. "You're not hard yet?"
"No.."
"Oh.." He looked a bit disappointed.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing.." he said. "I just.. I thought you'd be hard by now, I guess."
"You almost killed me! Then you bit my ear really hard!" I said. He smiled weakly and started to kiss me. He straddled my lap, slowly grinding his crotch into mine as I held onto his hips.
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I fell down next to Jeremy. "Benji, you have cum in the corner of your mouth."
"You have it in your beard.." I giggled.
"Wait, really?" he asked, rubbing his beard. I smiled and nodded, wiping my face. "I liked that.." he said, pulling a soft blanket over us.
"Wow, this blanket feels good against my skin.." I said, sinking into it.
"You are gay."
"Shut up," I said, resting my head against his shoulder.
"Nah.." he said. It was quiet for a minute. "I miss my dad.."
"I know you do, Jeremy." He whined loudly. "Jeremy... It's okay. He's gonna be back soon."
"What if he-"
"Shhh.." I said, putting my finger to his lips.
"Let's go to sleep.." Jeremy said. I nodded as he turned the lap off.
I wrapped my arm around his waist and put my head down in the back of his neck. "Night, baby."
"Night."
