My Bodyguards Daughter (Harry Styles Story)

Never wanted this?

Jess' P.O.V.

1 month to go... That is it. That is how long I have to wait before I meet my precious baby girl. I don't know what to do. I am so uncomfortable. I can't sit, can't see my feet, can barely walk, and I am so not happy with how I look. Well I feel like I look like a whale but I don't. The girls and moms threw me such a wonderful baby shower and I got so many amazing gifts. The boys are touring more. They are finishing up their last few shows. Sadly I have had to stay back since I can't travel well. Harry and I talk almost everyday. When I mean almost, it usually is every few days. He promised he would talk to me but I understand. Lately, the calls get quicker and he doesn't ask about the baby. I am sensing he doesn't care. I don't know.

I have decided to name our baby girl Payton. Payton Marie Styles. I love the name but I haven't been able to tell Harry. He changes the subject when I bring up the baby. Nickie and Sophia have been such a big help. My mom and Mama C are also helping but I don't want them knowing about Harry. My mom and Mama C aren't very happy with him for how he has been acting and I don't want them to know about his recent behavior.

"Hey Jess! You need to get out for the day! Sophia and I have planned a day that you will not forget!" Nickie said as she barged into my room. "Oh yeah? And what might that be?" I asked as I sit up in bed. "Well Nickie and I think we all deserve a spa day with getting our hair and nails done then shopping and lunch. How does that sound?" Sophia said as she came into the room. "Sounds fantastic but first let me call Harry." I said reaching for my phone. The two of them said ok and just lay on my bed.

The phone started ringing and Harry answered. "What do you need Jess?" He sounded annoyed. "Sorry if it is a bad time but just wanted to say hey before I go about my day." "Well you could have just texted me or something. I am busy Jess geez don't you understand." Harry said getting angry. "Sorry Harry. I just needed to hear your voice. And what is so important that you would rather be doing than talking to your pregnant girlfriend? Or who are you doing is more like it!" I yell back getting angry. Things I have learned never piss off a pregnant me. "Oh shut up Jess! You know I am not cheating. I would have done it already. I know you are fucking pregnant stop with that card." "You know you don't even ask me about the baby anymore. Do you even care? Why am I trying with you Harry?" "Yeah I ask myself the same thing Jess. I could have anyone I want and yet I chose you. Funny I should be with someone else but I'm not. I don't even need a baby. My career is more important and I need to focus on that." "Harry what are you saying? You don't want the baby now?" "Jess you know I never wanted this baby to begin with. I don't know if I can do this anymore. I am sorry. I-I have to go." Harry hangs up as a girl calls his name.

I am left in shock. How could he just do that? I am crying. He never wanted the baby. We both did not plan for this. No one does. But to tell me he couldn't do this anymore that's so low.

"Jess. Jess. Are you ok?" Nickie is shaking me. "No. I am not ok. Harry just broke up with me and told me he never wanted the baby." I start crying harder. "That is so messed up. How could he say that?" Sophia asked. The girls are holding me and I can't even answer back. I look around the room and am reminded of him. I can't stay in this room. The girls and I still need to go do our girls day. "I think we need to still go have our girls day. I don't care. Screw boys." I state. The girls look shocked but agree. We get dressed. I am in leggings and a cute tight top that shows my bump. I have to say from behind it doesn't look like I am pregnant then I turn around and I have a nice round ball in me. I look good. I know I will be photographed and let Harry see me.

"Jess are you ready?" Nickie yelled. "Yeah I am coming!"

The girls and I step outside and notice that it is raining. "The streets are going to be crazy but let's go have some fun!" Sophia said as she started walking to the car. My mom and Mama C took the kids for a fun day. Nickie is driving and I hop in the front seat. "Where to first?" I ask. "We are going to the spa first. Then lunch." Nickie said as she pulled out of the gate. I only nod and relax. I am stressed about driving in the rain while pregnant. I am stressed in general of being in a car while pregnant.

"Let's get these tunes going." Sophia says from the back seat. She has her phone plugged in to the blue tooth and starts playing "Stacy's Mom" and we start blasting the song. I am singing a long enjoying the song when I look ahead. "Nickie watch out!" I yell before everything goes black.

Harry's P.O.V.

"When are you going to tell her Harry?" Carly asks. "I won't because she can't be hurt again. I can't tell her anything." I am such a coward. I need to tell Jess why I have been acting the way I have been. "It is not fair. If I knew Chris was hiding something like this from me. Boy would I kill him." Carly our new publicist added. "How can I tell Jess that we are going back on tour again after my baby is born? After I get maybe a month at home then we start rehearsals again? I know she will break up with me. So Carly I am doing the one thing I do best. I push her away to save her from the hurt." I can't do that to Jess. "Well maybe you should talk to her about it. You never know when it might be too late to fix everything." With that Carly walked out of the room. She is right. I should just tell her but how?

With my thoughts wandering I don't even notice that my phone has been going off. Liam came running in with Niall. They both look like they have just seen a ghost. "What is it?" I ask getting worried myself. Paul interrupts Liam by running in. "The girls. Why? How? Oh god!" I then connect the dots. "What happened to them?" "Mate they were in an accident. Sophia is ok, Nickie is banged up, but Jess she is in the worst shape. She was sitting up front and her airbag never went off and..." Before Liam could say anymore I was already out the door. I can't lose Jess today. Carly is right you never know when this might be your last moment. Please God let them be alright. 

Author's Note:

Sorry It has been a while. I am writing again. I am updating again later! So love you guys!