Will you tell me what is going on?

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HEY GUYS GO BACK AND READ "THE PAST" CHAPTER! I ADDED THE EXPLANATION OF PUAL FINDING OUT! IF YOU GUYS DON'T LIKE MATURE LANGUAGE WATCH OUT THIS CHAPTER HAS SOME! SORRY! I ALSO POSTED WHO JESS LOOKS LIKE AND THE OTHER CHARACTERS OF WHAT THE REST LOOK LIKE BESIDES THE BOYS! 

Paul's P.O.V.

I can't believe it! My baby girl can't even go out to lunch with a friend without running into that asshole! He is going to get it. "PRESTON!" I yelled. "Yes Boss?" "Let's go Jess is in trouble!" We dashed out of our hotel room and to the elevators. Hold tight baby girl we are coming. As we were running out of the elevator we were met by Harry. "Hey guys what's going on?" He asked. "No time we have to go grab Jess and Niall." Harry's color from is face was gone. "What happened?" 

Jess's P.O.V. 

"Niall please can we go?" I tried dragging him again. "Yeah I just need to finish these last few pictures then we can go." We were on our way out when fans stopped us because they saw Niall. I keep looking around and making sure the two unwanted people didn't see us. "OMG NIALL I LOVE YOU!" A girl yelled out and got everyones attention. I mean EVERYONE! They saw us. SHIT! "Niall I-I ..." I was cut off. "Well well well if it isn't miss 'perfect'" The voice I have grown so scared of said behind me. I can't turn around. I am so scared. The voice that told me lies. The voice that met my mom and step dad and said he wouldn't let anything happen to me. The voice that turned on me one night when I was the most vulnerable. 

"Jo-" My dad came in before I could finish the name. "Get away from her! You little piece of shit!" My dad got into the face that I feared the most. He backed away as my dad kept yelling. Preston grabbed me and dragged me out. I can't help but cry. I thought I would never see that face again. His perfect green eyes, dirty blonde hair, his little smirk that could get any girl. Those perfections I onced liked are all now hate. 

I had my face hidden in Preston's shirt until we got into the car. I turn and all I saw were green eyes. I started screaming. "GET AWAY FROM ME! I HATE YOU! PLEASE DON'T HURT ME! DAD! HELP PLEASE!" I kept screaming. Preston was trying to calm me down but it obviously wasn't working. I didn't officially calm down until the car door opened and my dad just hugged me. "Shh baby girl you are safe. Shh calm down." He soothed. "DAD GET HIM OUT OF THE CAR PLEASE! HE'S FOLLOWING US! HELP!" I screamed again. "Jess he isn't in here. It's just Harry, Niall, Preston, you, and me." My dad said. 

The meniton of Harry's name thats when I realized that the green eyes I saw weren't John's but Harry's. I turn to see everyone looking at me with shock and worry. I feel so ashamed. "Dad can we please l-leave. I-I can't stay here." He just nodded and walked around to the drivers side of the car. I turned away from the boys. My dad and Preston sat upfront talking but no one could hear them. Probably about what to do about the situation that just happened. Niall and Harry started their own conversation. I ruined this time with everyone again. 

**Skipping to the hotel**

Once we got back to the hotel, I ran inside. I can't face them anymore. I should just pack up and go be with Clodaghanne for the rest of the summer. I mean my dad gets a break and will be able to see me then. "Hey Jess," my dad said walking into the room. He wasn't a lone Harry and Niall came in with him. "Hey dad what's up?" I ignored the other two visitors and focused on my hero. "I think we should talk about all of this." "No we shouldn't dad especially with them here. I can't and won't. I'm not ready." I said getting worked up. 

"Jess, you are ready. You are just scared that it will change eveything. It won't baby girl. I know and look at me. I love you so much. I just am hurt for you. I look at you and see my baby girl in the corner crying on her first day of pre-school because I had to leave you. I am here to protect you." My dad said. "Dad, I am not scared! I am not ready to talk about it! Why do you and mom need me to talk about it? You don't know what it is like! You don't know what it is like to feel weak for one second and broken the next." I said. 

"Will you tell me what is going on?" Harry interuppted. I turn to look at him, the green eyes I feared are the green eyes I love. I want to tell him but I can't. "I-I can't not yet. I-I'm s-sorry. For everything. I truly am. I just am not ready to open up yet. I need more time. Dad you remember when I was learning to ride my bike and I had to learn to trust in myself to have you let go, well now I need to find trust in all of you. I am sorry." With that I walked away and left the three guys to talk among themselves. 

Maybe it is time to tell. I need to let it out. 

Harry's P.O.V.

Jess walked out to the patio off of our room and shut the door. Niall and I both turned to Paul hoping for answers. "Paul I am so sorry. If I would have known I wouldn't have taken her there." Niall said. "Niall it is fine. It's not anyones fault. Just give her some room right now." He said looking at me. "I still want to know what is going on. I feel like she is scared of me now. The way she reacted when she saw my eyes was scary. It was like she saw someone else and it wasn't me. Maybe Niall should be her roommate now." I said getting up to go pack up my stuff. I was almost done when I heard the voice of an angel. 

"Harry where are you going?" Jess asked in the most vulnerable way. God I am stupid, she is helpless and me leaving won't help but Niall should be here. "I am packing up to switch with Niall. Jess stop put that back in my bag." "No I don't want to room with Niall!" She said unpacking my bag as I repacked it. "Hey I am still in here!" Niall yelled out. "Sorry Niall. I didn't mean that. I meant that I want to room with you, Harry." "No Jess I am sorry. I can't room with you. You are scared of me. See I step close to you and you step back. You are scared and I don't know why. I am sorry Jess but I can't." I said walking out of the room.

Jess' P.O.V.

"Harry!" I said running after him. "Just let him go baby girl. He needs time just like you do." My dad said grabbing me back. "Niall go check on him for me please." I begged and he left. I can't believe that I just let him go like that. He thinks I am scared of him but I'm not. "Dad I need time on my own please. I am tired it's been a long day." "Jess it's only 2 in the afternoon. Why don't you lay down and I will come wake you when it is time to have dinner with the boys." My dad said kissing the top of my head and walking out. 

That's all I need to do is just relax and calm down. I don't know. I pulled out my phone and called the one person I knew who would help me the most. Nickie!

"Hey chica what is up?" Nickie's voice rang in the phone. "Well where to start?" I asked her. "Everything since you landed. You forgot to text me how it was meeting the boys yesterday! I thought you would have at least texted me to let me know you were still alive!" She laughed on the other end along with me. "Let's see Stepdevil was rude at the airport along with his kids. Mom barely cried it was all an act. Landed met Harry and Liam then the rest of the boys oh and ranintojohntwice. Yeah that's pretty much it." I said. "WHAT DID YOU SAY REALLY FAST!" Nickie yelled. "I ran into John twice." "WHAT! I am going to kill him the next time I see him!" She yelled. "Nickie that's not it though. He spoke to me today and Preston, one of the bodyguards, carried me away. Well I looked up and just saw green eyes I freaked out. Come to find out the eyes I saw were Harry's. The scary thing is, Harry and John have the same eyes. Now when Harry is near me I step away from him. He was my roommate and now he left. Nickie what do I do? I wish you were here. You would know what to do." I said missing my best friend. The one I told everything to, the one who grew up with me, and we have been there for each other. "Why did he leave?" "Because I am scared of him and my dad said I should tell him but I can't." I cried. I have been doing that a lot. 

"Jess you may not want to hear it but I think it might be time to tell your story. Honestly, I think every girl who has been through your situation should hear how you have bounced back and never given up." Nickie said. "Jess you told me right after we made up. You needed me and I was there. You remember when you told me you thought I was going to judge you and leave you?" "Yeah but we were fighting when I told you." I argued back. "So? Yes we were fighting but that brought us closer together. Look at us now. Still best friends. You should tell him but do it when you are ready." Nickie said. "You are awesome! I can't wait to see you girly!" I said with a smile on my face. "I know! I am finishing packing right now. I can't wait. It will be fun! Us taking on the One Direction Tour. Hey Jess I have to go! Text me with what you do! Let me know!" She said. "Oh I will!" We hung up and I started to think.

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