The Past

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Hey guys sorry i haven't updated in a while! I have been so busy with school it is crazy! I am so sorry it has been what a month!!!!! SO I am going to be starting my Niall Fic soon too! For a treat I am going to write a little longer!!!! YAY! Well Enjoy!

Jess's P.O.V.

Why now is he calling me? What could he want from me? I don't get it. Should I answer or no? I haven't noticed that I have been so busy staring at my phone that I haven't heard the boys calling out my name... "Jess! Jessica!!! Hello!" Harry was waving his hand in front of my face. "Huh what? Yeah I am fine." "Are you sure because you went pale and just stared at your phone." Louis answered. "Yeah just a call I don't want to answer yet. "ok" All the boys answered. My dad just kept looking at me like he knew what or who was calling. SHIT!

** Skipping to concert**

The boys are amazing! For this being my first time I am in aw! The way they behave on stage is exactly how they act when not performing. They are awesome! I can see why so many people like them! I can now say I am a fan!

I was standing with Lou the stylist and her husband Tom. They are so cute together. Seriously they are in love and little lux so cute! I want a love like theirs. “Looks like someone has their eye on you” Lou said. “Ha who? Where?” I said looking around like an idiot. “Not any where in the stands you ding dong. Harry on stage!” She said laughing. “Oh no he couldn’t possibly be looking at me” I said. “Well look because he is.” I turn my attention back on stage sure enough he is singing Teenage Dirtbag to me. I can’t help but blush.

My dad came up and interrupted Harry and I's instant connection. "Jess, we need to talk." Oh no usually that is a bad thing. "Ok dad. What do you need?" I asked. "No let's go where you can actually hear me, this will only take a moment." My dad and I went to the dressing room again and sat down on the couches. "Jess I know that you think I don't know everything that happened. I need to tell you that I do. Your mom and I talked about it right after you confessed the truth. I want to let you know that I did everything I could without you knowing. I know John ruined you and I know you hate him. I know the depression was intense and I know that you don't trust boys. I don't know what happened with Beau and Chayce." The mention of my two evil step siblings sent chills through my body. I can't believe my mom told my dad everything. I didn't want him to know. I couldn't help but cry! Seriously! 

"Dad I am so sorry. I should have told you myself." I said crying some more. "Jess don't beat yourself up over it. You honestly did nothing wrong. I just wish I was there for you. Your mom at the time wouldn't let me see you but that's a different story." My dad hugged me. Great bonding moment with him. "Let's go back and finish watching the boys." 

Harry’s P.O.V.

I keep watching Jess dance around next to Lou. God she was beautiful…What am I saying she probably has a boyfriend and wouldn’t want to even date me. I just have to make her mine. I keep singing to her throughout the night until the concert was over. I noticed Paul drag her away but soon after they came back. 

“Great gig guys!” Jess says as we all walk back into the dressing room. “Thanks we try. I mean we aren’t like the Backstreet Boys or anything but we try.” Liam said. “Ha I know I mean the Backstreet Boys were my jam growing up! My best friend was a fan of NSYNC and we use to fight over who was better! I always won!” Jess said. God her smile and laugh… Harry stop.

“So lads it’s time to head out to the hotel… Umm Jess I am sorry but I forgot you were coming so you have to room with one of the boys. My room is already being shared with Preston” Paul said. I got really excited over this. “Oh umm ok… It’s ok dad no worries. Umm who will I be rooming with?” Jess asked, a little uncertain. “Well sweetie you can choose. Liam, Louis, and Zayn have girlfriends so they for sure won’t try anything. Harry and Niall on the other hand well you need to be careful” He said after he dragged her aside and tried whispering but I still heard.

“Ok umm. Let me see who would like to room with me.” Jess came back over. “So boys who would like to room with me?” Louis, Zayn, and Liam all looked at me. I knew what they meant. Niall on the other hand didn’t get the hint and started to raise his hand but I yelled out… “ME!” “Ok Harry we are officially roommates!” Jess said with a smile only to be dragged off by Paul again.

Jess’s P.O.V.

“What dad?” I asked rather annoyed. “I just want you to be careful with Harry, ok?” He said rather worried. I just gave him the ‘what are you talking about look.’ “Listen I don’t want what happened with you and John to happen again. I finally got my baby girl back. When that happened your mother and I thought we lost you for good in that depression. I don’t think you know how hard that was. I can’t see you be hurt again. I don’t want you depressed or lost ever again.” My dad said while choking up. “Daddy. He’s not like John. What John did was take something from me I wish I could have still. He ruined me and I can’t talk about it. You can’t bring that up now. I don’t want to tell the boys. You don’t get it! You don’t get what he did to me!” I said getting angry and upset.

“I do and you don’t get how hard it is for me to not go kill him.” My dad said grabbing me into a hug. “Are you sure you will be ok tonight? Alone with a boy?” My dad asked. “Yes dad if not I will use the pepper spray you gave me.” I said…. In all honesty I wasn’t ready to be alone with a boy again.

I still have an internal fear that the same thing will happen with a new guy just like it did with John. Harry and John have the same green eyes that’s why he kind of scares me a bit. I don’t know but I am never going to forget that night and I won’t forgive my ex-best friend for what she did.

Hey guys thanks for being patient. I am so sorry I got so caught up with Uni. WHO SAW THE STORY OF MY LIFE VIDEO!?!? I LOVED IT!!!!

Anyways I might update again tonight! Love ya guys!

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