You sat, your slim legs, crossed lotus style underneath you as your stared at Dan's smooth chocolate eyes.
He had called you up just as your had fallen into a light slumber, and although he had distrubed your precious sleep the strain and desperation that was clawed into his voice made you think twice about denying him.
So now, the two of you were sat, cross legged facing each other in a comfortable silence. The thick air clung to your skin and clothes, irritating the warmth underneath. Dan's face was morphed into his classic cheesy grin. Crows feet peeking at the edge of his addictive brown eyes and large, pearly teeth, smile lighting up his cheeks into a rosy pink.
"so..." you started, fiddling with your fingers, picking at a hang nail that had suddenly appeared.
Why did Dan want to see you? Why were the things Phil had said swimming around your head? Well, because the moment Dan was in your apartment he didn't let go of your hand.
"Probably wondering why I'm here right?" Dan replied, airing your internal war.
"Yeah..." you mumbled, not wavering from his intense gaze. Dan scooted a little closer over the bed, your noses almost touching.
"Well, I have to tell you something. Something important..." Dan's voice seemed to shiver near the end. Like it was scared to let you hear the next thing it wanted to say.
"(Name). I-" the shrill of your phone blasted the ear drums of you and Dan. Sighing, you quickly slipped the thing up and skimmed over the screen.
Her name was written across the top. You rose from the bed and apoligsed repeatedly to Dan.
Exiting the room, you placed the phone to you ear.
"Bitch, let me in." was all you heard before the line went dead. The long monotone beep vibrating to your core.
She was here.
"Dan! I'm so sorry, but you gotta leave." you called out, feeling Dan's presence behind you. His comforting hand finding you shoulder and turning you around. You breathed harshly, your chest rising and falling rapidly like you had just killed someone.
"(Name), its okay I understand, I'll tell you next time okay?" Dan leaned forward into your face, and for a moment it felt like his lips were on yours, but the soft warm wetness on your dry cheek informed you otherwise. And even the kiss lasted no longer than 5 seconds, your heart was faster and your knees trembled at thought of what else his lips could do.
Not any minute later than Dan had left, a loud knock was echoing from your door.
You had expected her to make a dramatic appearance, you just didn't think she'd show up so randomly and uninformed.
You gripped the cool steel of your door handle and took a shaky breath.
Unlocking the door, you swung it open, your (Eye Colour) eyes instantly locking with cool creamy blue. Her fluffy brown fringe reminded you of Doddie. She even looked scarily like her.
Kiwi Sons.
The girl who had saved your life all those yeas ago.
"(NAME)!"
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Hopeless (Dan Howell X Reader)
Fanfiction"I'm sorry," he began, stepping forward "I couldn't say this over the phone. I couldn't. I just... I was so happy!" Your face fell, you were sitting here, dreading everything you had ever done, and he was happy. "When you told me, my heart stopped...
