T W E N T Y - T H R E E - He Fucking Deserved It

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{Gif of Dylan. Not Edited}

Song: Sad Song

Artis(s): We The Kings ft Elena Coats

Sometimes, two people have to fall apart to realise how much they need to fall back together.

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Dylan's POV (Surprise)

She did it. She broke up with me. Skylar broke up with me. I think of her. I miss her. I need her. I love her. Even though 'I think of her', I can't call her. Even though 'I miss her' , I can't admit that to her. Even though 'I need her' , I can't show her and even though 'I love her' , I can't tell her. My head say's "Who Cares?", but then my heart whispers "You Do, Stupid...". I don't know what to feel.

I crave her in the most innocent form. I crave to say 'good night' and give her forehead kisses and to comfort her when she's at her worst. I crave her in a way where I just want to be next to her. Nothing more, nothing less.

I don't think I fully realised how much she meant to me until she left. Every night I'm laying in bed doing everything in my power not to burst into tears because all of a sudden I find her memories everywhere. 

I can't sleep. I had gotten so used to sleeping with her, that now I can't sleep alone any more. 

1am - I'm wide awake

2am - She pops into my mind

3am - I wonder how she is

4am - I wonder if she found someone new

5am - Does she miss me?

6am - Does she still need me?

7am - I wonder if she's thinking about me like I am

8am - Time to get ready for the day

Taking the covers off me I sat up in bed and rubbed my eyes trying to get rid of the stinging. One week. Seven Days. One Hundred and sixty-eight hours. 10080 minutes and 604800 seconds. That's how long she's been gone. Something's wrong. I'm sure there is. She wouldn't do this. Jumping out of bed I walked to the bathroom to get ready for school. I'm gonna find out today. Hook or by crook.

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Parking my car in my normal spot I got out and headed straight towards the usual hangout for our group. Tori and Beth still hung out with us despite Skylar leaving. They tried talking to her again but gave up after a while.  Everyone was already there when I reached, they were all huddled together laughing about something. 

"Sup bro" Chase yelled when saw me, slapping me on the back. The rest of the boys followed his lead. Tori and Beth just smiled but headed off saying they were gonna get late. Good girls. 

"You okay?" Blake asked with raised eyebrows. I knew what he was referring to.

"Peachy" was all I sad with a shrug. Not wanting to discuss anything I turned around and walked towards my class. Music. Just perfect. Skylar hadn't been showing up to any of the classes we had alone, and it was starting to piss me off because I wanted to see her. 

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