Unwanted Cullen (Book #1)

Chapter 3: Differently?

Roslice's Brief Point of View

I was currently sitting in Seth's arms, as he hummed a soft tune in my ear. His body rocked back and forth, trying to keep me calm and mellow. His warmth radiated from his body and through mine, causing me to smile, showing a bit of my gums. I was just a baby, but it was something about being in his arms that was just so calming. Suddenly though, a very pretty woman with long brunette hair came galloping through the front door with my father trailing behind her. I looked up at Seth, who looked down at me. He seemed to be reading my mind and smiled slightly.

"Yeah, that's her." He whispered, and kissed my forehead softly.

Bella's Point of View

I walked through the door eager to meet my newborn, Renesmee. I had only been briefly told about her by Edward and now it was my time to actually meet her. Both Jacob and Edward wanted to make sure that I was completly stable and sane to be around her officially. My transformation wasn't easy and it was far from painless. When I awoke, everything was so clear, so perfect. I felt reborn, no pun intended, but it was truly amazing. I could feel, taste, smell, and see everything. Edward took me hunting and from what he says, I am doing better than most newborns when they first awake.. He's the reason I'm about to meet my daughter right now. Jake was against the whole idea, the moment he met Edward and I mid way through the front yard. He claims I'll hurt her and that is isn't safe, but who is he to tell me I can't see my child? Once I was completely through the door, and halfway across the living room, the family took a protective stance in front of Jacob, and Seth. Instantly, I tensed up. Was I really that much of a threat towards her?

"Oh stop it, she's not going to hurt them." Alice sighed, faliling her arm about.

My brows knitted together and I frowned. "Them?"

Nodding, Alice smiled and gestured for the family to step away. Obeyingly, the family, my family, parted and before my eyes I saw two little girls. One was in Jacob's arms and the other in Seth's. They were abosloutely stunning. Renesmee was a splitting image of me, with hints of Edward in her. She had my brown eyes and Edward's chocolate brown locks.. The other one, I assume to be her twin and my second child, looked nothing like either of us. She was paler than Renesmee and she had red eyes. Her hair a sandy brown color and she was a bit slimer than Renesmee too. But my focuse zeroed in on the fact that they weren't just in anyone's arms, they were in the arms of two wolves. Which I didn't mind, but they both were too comfortable and then, it clicked.

I tilted my head to the side and hissed angrily. "You imprinted!?"

Exchanging nervous glances, they both nodded. I could feel my thoughts racing, and my emotions spike. Jasper seemed to be overpowering, and freaking out. While Edward watched me cautiously. Inhaling, and then exhaling, I sighed. Anger was not a good first impression on my children.

"So, who is who?" I asked calmly looking at everyone.

They all seemed to be shocked, and stuck. Maybe because I went from 100, and then back to 3 in a matter of seconds.. Guessing that isn't something normal newborn vampires do either. Hmm, guess I'm just the strange duckling of the pack then.

"Ohm um." Rosalie began smiling. "Well, Jacob's holding Nessie."

"Nessie? " I asked, a bit frustrated.

"Renesmee's nickname." Esme muttered, eyeing me nervously.

"Right." I muttered slowly. "And her?"

I pointed to my other child, and attempted to smile, but failed. I just was finding hard to find a connection to her. Suddenly, everyone turned to Seth, and smiled.

"Well, because Seth imprinted, Edward allowed him to name her." Jasper said.

Nodding tightly, I shot Edward a glare. I would've loved to have a say in what her name would be, after all I am her mother.

"Roslice Camilla Esme Cullen." Seth stated proudly..

I smiled, "That's a beautiful name."

Quickly, I changed the subject, and looked to Nessie. "Can I hold her?"

Jacob reluctantly handed her to me, and soon, I noticed Roslice pout, and Seth tense up. I shrugged it off though. I was just enjoying the moment. My daughter in my arms, and her big doe eyes staring up at me. Suddenly though, Nessie placed her little tiny hand on my cheek, and images of me holding Roslice flashed through my mind. I gasped in shock, "What was that?"

"Her gift." Edward replied, intertwining his fingers with each other.

"Hand me the other one." I ordered, a bit rudely.

Rose sped to get in front of Seth, blocking them angrily. Her golden irsises glared at me visiously, and she folded her arms across her chest. "She has a name!" She spat, and in reply, I shrugged.

"Move, Rose." I gritted out, holding my temper.

"You're treating her differently." She accused.

My anger began to rise, but suddenly a wave of calmness washed over me.

"Jazz!" I yelled, looking in his direction.

"Sorry.." He mumbled slyly.

I turned my attention back to my upset sister-in-law, and smiled reassuringly. "Look, I'm not treating her any different. I just got here!"

"She has a point babe." Emmett stated, placing an arm around her, causing her to sigh.

"Sorry, Bella. It's just"- She paused sadly. "When I see you treating this beautiful opportunity in front of you, as if it doesn't matter, I get upset."

"It's okay Rose." I replied, bending down, and taking Roslice from Seth. I looked at her eyes, and gasped.

"Her eyes.. they're red." I sputtered.

"She inherited more of the Vampire trait than human." Carlisle said.

"How do you known that for sure?" I asked, not wanting to believe it.

"She has no heartbeat, Ness does. She drinks blood, Ness doesn't. She has cold skin, Ness doesn't. She learns fast, Ness somewhat does. She has no blood in her veins, Ness does. She-" I cut him off,

"Alright Edward I got it." I said with a laugh.

Softly, I swung Roslice on to my opposite hip, and made room from Nessie. I held both of my girls, thinking about how lucky I am. I love them with all my heart, I truly do, But deep down inside, I can't help but love Renesmee more. I was only expecting her, I grew attached to her. Now that I have two, I just can't feel a connection between Roslice and I. I do know that without a doubt, I will try my best to love them equally.