holding on ; hbr

Chapter 28 { accident... }

Hunters Pov*

I sat in my bed watching girl meets world, it was y/n's fave show and she was at her house, i missed her already.

Last night she had left my house at 6:00pm and gone live at her place, she had over 2k views!! she was growing so fast, i was so proud of her.

But something worried me, her broadcast ended really weirdly...

flashback

"ugh guys im getting so much hate, im so over it..." - y/n

*looks at her arm and at bathroom*

"oh my moms home, ill post on insta later, bye guys"

end of flashback*

Hunters Pov*

Now that i think about it the way she ended it was so weirdly. because her parents are still not coming home for god knows how long. And she never posted on instagram.

I was lost in a train of thoughts, and i pause the show.

i get up and chuck on a jersey and jog down stairs and out the door. I begin to speed up as i reach her doorstep, and when i knock there was no answer, and she always answers. i begin to get frustrated, i just open the door, and walk straight upstairs to her bedroom.

"y/n?" i say. i get no response

i walk into her bedroom, i see her laying on the floor.

"what the fuck" i say confused

i run down next to her, shaking her body. checking her pulse.

she was still alive.

but she wasnt waking up.

"DAMN IT" i scream looking at the ceiling. i feel cold wet tears stream down my face.

there was a lump in my throat and it hurt like shit.

i pick up y/n and hold her limp body in my arms. she felt lifeless as anything. as i leave i look into her bathroom. seeing only what i thought id see...

blood

not just drips. puddles. picture this.

there were two bloody hand prints on the mirror that went from the top and ran to the bottom. there was blood all inside the hand basin and every where around it. the floor was the worst part. i count the razors.

1
2
3
4
5
6

6 razors sit on the floor, covered in thick red blood.

i look at y/n's pale face, her lips were purple and chapped. i kiss them, maybe that was the last time i would ever kiss her.

i run down the stairs with her in my arms, as i get to the bottom i recheck her pulse, feeling what i was hoping not to feel, nothing.

i felt nothing.

her heart had stopped.

i drop to the ground, my stomach was turning inside out in pain.

i just scream. no words, just yelling.

i had nothing to say, i had fucking lost the love of my life.

the only thing i could think was

why wasnt it me.

why couldnt it have been me.

why didnt i die.

why was it her.

what did she do wrong.

i ruin everything.

it hurt so bad
it hurt to love
it hurt to breathe
it hurt to live

i feel my eyes getting heavy, what if these were my last breaths?

i hear a familiar voice repeating my name.

"hunter" the sweet sound of her voice

hunter
hunter
wake up

i open my eyes, to see y/n shaking me awake.

"finally hunter, you were dreaming. ive been trying to wake you up for ages, you were crying in your sleep, i was worried about you"
y/n said

i look at the ceiling then to my alarm clock,

4:28am

it was all A horrible nightmare...

i turn and look at y/n in the eyes, she was so beautiful. i just pull her into a tight hug, i never want to let her go. she is my world

"i love you" i say, my voice cracks at the end and i just break into tears

"hunter whats wrong" she says worried

"i-i.. i thought i lost you" i says, my voice shaky and uneasy

"you'll never loose me hunter.. im all yours, and i will be forever. you don't need to worry" she says

i feel her soft lips push against mine, i breathe a sigh of relief, i never want to feel that pain again...

SORRY FOR THAT GUYS😂 did i scare you?! sorry it was also a bit confusing

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