holding on ; hbr

thirty four

your pov*

we arrive at the venue , i look over at hunter still not knowing what he was wearing. he wore light blue ripped jeans, a white adidas top and some black and white adidas shoes. oh so tumblr hunter ;)

i get out of the uber that had parked around the back of the venue. we could hear all of the fans screaming and talking. i see blake weston and mario get out of one uber and christine brandon and ashton get out of the other.

we all walk inside to see loren mark zach and ariel sitting down on a brown leather couch. i didnt realise ariel was here...

i knew i was going to feel left out. but, i guess hunter expects me to be friends with them. even though i havent met them before...

"y/n, loren and ariel are over there!!" hunter says excitedly

"yeah i know.." i say sighing a little

"are you good?" he asked smiling his cutest smile and looking me in the wyes

"yeah im fine" i say faking a smile

it felt like the whole room was staring at me. judging me. laughing at me.

hunter intertwines his fingers with mine and we walk over to them. they all sat over there now.

"guys this is y/n" he says, mostly talking to loren and ariel i guess

i just give a slight smile, and look back at my feet.

even if they weren't looking at me before, they are now.

"hey y/n" loren says

"hi" i say smiling at her

hunter smiles at me. i guess he realised i didnt really have anyone else in life besides him. he is my best friend. and im beginning to realise he is my only friend.

i know hunter just wants me to be happy. but i dont think he realises how hard it is for me.

hunter and i have known each other for ever. we grew up together. i think hunter just assumes i can make friends just like that.

but its not that easy.

SORRY FOR THIS REALLY SHORT CHAPTER GUYS!! I PROMISE THEYLL GET BETTER