"Channing. Channing please listen to me" everything seemed to go in slow motion as silent tears rolled down my cheeks why does everyone hate me? My head begins to spin and before I know I'm sprawled out on the floor I the middle of a full blown panic attack. The names bombard my mind whore, slut, bitch, fat, attention seeker, hoe, fuck toy, cry baby. I don't fucking get it. What did I do to make them hate me so fucking much
"CHANNING!" James scream shaking me
"W-what" I stutter through hiccups
"Channing what happened?" James asks giving me a hug
"Locker. Nia. Names. Hate. Everyone. Picture. Suicide. Mean." I mumble letting out a sob as James picks me up cradling me in his arms
"How about we go home squirt"
"Yeah" I mumble. James carries me out to the car and buckles me while I sit there a blubbering mess. As I regain composure James turns to me
"Do you want to talk about it" he asks
"No. Not at all, I just want to forget it" looking up I se we arrived at home, getting out ofthe car I Strut towards the door waiting for James to unlock it. Walking inside I throw my bag on the breakfast bar and slip out of my wedges
"Hey channing when school is finished you should go hang out with travis seeing as you haven't see him in a while." James says out of nowhere
"Yeah that sounds like fun can you drop me off though?" I ask texting travis
"Yeah sure" James replies as travis texts back saying we can hang out
"Okay well I'm going to take a nap, wake me up when it's like half and hour before the end of school" I call out trudging up stairs
James POV
Once Channing has left the room a grab my phone out and begin a mass text to Skye Zane and Toby
I got channing out of the house after school so come over and we'll talk about her birthday.
Instantly I get yups and see you thens.
Three hours later I walk up to Channings room lightly knocking on the door "Channing get up so you can get ready to see Travis" I call through the door
"I'm awake" she mumbles back
"We leave in half an hour"
"I feel like your trying to get rid of me James and my only thought is what a dick" she states voice groggy with sleep
"Yes this is the first time I've seen you seven years I'm defiantly trying to get rid of you, stupid" mumble walking away from the door
"Say that to my face you colossal freak" she mutters making me laugh. Texting everyone I say to meet at our house in an hour
Time skip one hour
A knock on the door brings me out of my daze, opening the door Skye Toby and Zane stand with smile on their faces "hola amigos let's start birthday planning" I scream gesturing for them to come inside. Sitting I the couch Skye starts the conversation
"Well channing loves Melanie Martinez and she's coming here on Channings birthday, we could get her tickets to that and take her out to dinner?" Skye suggest
"The concert sold out months ago and she's recovering from anorexia dinner isn't a good idea" Toby states
" I can get her backstage and meet and greet tickets to the concert" zane pipes up
"How?!" Us three yell
"Melanie is my cousin and she owes me a favour." He shrugs getting his phone out "I'll just go ring mel okay?" He says walking out of the room, phone to his ear. A few minutes later he comes back with a smile on his face " she's coming over now to give us the tickets but she could only get two and she also said she would sing channing happy birthday during the concert." He states
"You should go with her seeing as you got this to work" I say, Skye and Toby nod, a door knock sounds though the house making Skye squeal
"Oh my lord I'm going to meet Melanie Martinez I think I might faint!" She screams as Toby puts his hand over her mouth. Zane goes to get the door. A few seconds later I hear the clicking of heels on the floor revealing an adorable tiny girl with black and pink wavy hair and a large gap between her front teeth. " hi I'm Melanie " her sweet voice echoes as she waves. Skye runs up engulfing her in a hug
"I love you" she mumbles into mels shoulder
" I love you too sweetie but your kinda crushing me" Melanie laugh, Skye lets go muttering a sorry while hiding her face
"Okie dokie well zane here are the tickets and I will see you then sorry I have to leave so soon but I hope to see you again.
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