Still Into You (Taehyung Angst)

Chapter 1

It's been eight thousand seven hundred and sixty hours since the last time you've saw him... and every single of those hours are filled with remorse and regret. Only had you stay sobered that night. You wouldn't have had to deal with all of this mess. You would still have him.

-Eight Months Ago-

It was new years eve and you were going out with your friends to celebrate. You're not much of a partier so this wasn't anything to be excited of. You'd much rather stay at home in your comfy pajamas to skype your beau of two years, taehyung. You guys have been friends since freshman year of high school but didn't actually started dating until senior year of high school. In exactly one day it will be your anniversary. It's a shame he won't be there to celebrate it with you.

"Wow. Three whole years with that goof ball.", you thought to yourself as you put on a glittery fitted one piece.

Just the thought of him makes you smile. You missed him, you wished he didn't have to be out of town for winter break but he had to go back to Korea to visit his family. With that thought, you put on a finishing glaze of matte lipstick to complete your look before heading out to the club.

It was three in the morning and it was hot and crowded. The room filled with the smell of sweaty bodies and alcohol. This definitely wasn't your scene. God you wanted to go home. Your friends make you down a few shots of tequila to loosen you up.

"Go have fun (y/n)! It's New Years!"

"Yeaaah. (y/n), you deserve this. Let loose girl. Taehyung won't know! Don't worry. Hahahaaha."

"ONE MORE SHOT. ONE MORE SHOT. ONE MORE SHOT."

Before you knew it you were giving into their peer pressure, and by the end of it, you had down seven shots. You were waaaay past your limits and you knew this wasn't going to end well.

You felt your senses dulling, the room was getting too stuffy so you head out for some air. You take in a full breathe. The clean crisp air filled your lungs.

"Ahhh this feels so good.", you say while stretching.

"I know right? Lovely weather tonight isn't it?"

You snap your head behind you to find an old friend from high school there. Before you know it, you had ran into his arms.

"Yoongi!!"

"Hahaha (y/n)! How've you been baby girl?"

Baby girl? He was definitely drunk, and God he looked so handsome with his mused hair. It's no wonder you had the biggest crush on him for the longest time.

"(y/n)-ah, you busy tonight?"

You giggle before slightly pushing him away in a playful manner, "No, i'm just going to head home. Tae is in Korea."

"Oh really? Well why don't we go back to your place then? I'll make sure to keep you company."

And without a second thought, you both headed back to your dorm. You knew in the back of your head that this was wrong but your senses were too dull. Your mind clouded, your heart filled with lust. All you knew was that Yoongi looked hot as fuck and you wanted him in you.

You unlock the door and turned the lights on. Your room mates were probably gonna stay out the whole night so you weren't really worried. But to be honest you didn't even really cared if they saw. I mean they were the one that said to let loose and have fun right? You're pulled back to reality with Yoongi's hands on you. He pulls you closer before crashing his lips on yours. He nips at your neck and works his way down your body before teasing you down there.

"You want me in you don't you baby girl? But you gotta work for this. Finger yourself and when I think you deserve it, maybe i'll reward you."

You don't hesitate. You quickly put a finger in. You were already so wet, so ready for him.

"Thats right baby. Another."

You obey, sliding another finger it. Ugh. The way he was staring at you was so hot. You felt your orgasm coming and he could tell by watching you.

"Okay, now pull out."

You don't obey this time. Your orgasm was right there. You couldn't stop. You felt his hands pull yourself out. You protest but before you could stay anything, he plows into you, filling you up completely.

Two hours of orgasms later, you both fall asleep on your bed.

You wake up to the sounds of bags dropping on the floor. You open your eyes to find Taehyung standing in front of your bed, eyes filled with tears, and in his hands were roses.

"Happy Anniversary (y/n).", he says before tossing the bouquet of roses on your bed. He grabs his bags and heads out.

"Tae! Wait! I can explain!"

"Explain what!", he yells at you.

"I... I.. I got drunk and.. I couldn't.. think.. and Tae please.", you say with tears.

"Do you know how much I missed you? How excited I was to come home to surprise you? It's our god damn fucking anniversary and you sleep with another guy? Do I really mean nothing to you? Two whole fucking years. Hell. Three fucking years (y/n)! But I guess the surprise was on me huh? Fucking surprise tae! I fucked another dude!"

You were crying, a mess. You see Yoongi wake up from your bed before sneaking past you guys to make his exit. He shoots you a grin before leaving. You wanted to kill him. He knew you loved Tae but still used you.

"Taehyung! Please! I know I messed up but please. Baby i'm so sorry. Please don't do this.", you plead. You held on to his arm. You refused to let go. His body felt tense but you could tell he was calming down. But the last words he left you with cut the deepest scar into your heart.

"(y/n), take care."

(A/N: I hope this broke your heart, because it broke mine while writing it. Lol. I do have some ideas for the second part but feedback would be great! Who would you like to see show up? Should there be a happy ending this this angst or should I tear your heart apart? Idk.)

Also, if you want to see a video trailer I made for this fanfic: http://jiminniethighs.tumblr.com/post/141241262120/still-into-you-taehyung-x-reader-still-into-you