Still Into You (Taehyung Angst)

Chapter 4

It was raining so hard you couldn't even see anything within two feet from where you were standing. The wind had picked up and you didn't know for how long you had stood there staring at the ground. "You broke her," Namjoon had said. The words echo through your head endlessly, and when the frustration had became too much of a burden, you had found yourself at the steps of her front door. Holding your breathe, you knocked.

It felt like five years and two days before (y/n) had finally opened the door, you couldn't find the courage to look her in the eyes so you kept your eyes on the ground.

"(y/n)... I'm," but before you could finish, she had whispered something to you. Her voice was so soft and weak that it had caused you to finally look up at her. She was frail. Her face as white as the moon, her hair damp, clinging to her face. Before you even had time to react, her eyes rolled back and her legs gave out. You tried to cushion her fall but she fell too fast. You watch in horror as her head bounces off the wet concrete floor, blood had begin to fill the space around her.

"(y/n)!", you rush over to cradle her. Her skin was ice cold, you tilt her head to the side to examine where the gash was. "Fuck. It's deep." You quickly pull your phone out to dial 911.

"911, what's your emergency?"

You try to calm yourself down, "My girlfriend! She passed out and hit her head on the floor! She's bleeding out! Please! I need help!"

"Sir, please calm down. I can't understand you."

"MY FUCKING GIRLFRIEND NEEDS HELP. PLEASE," you were screaming into the phone.

"Sir, we have an ambulance on the way. Now can explain to me what happened?"

You hang up, you didn't have time for this. You rip the sleeve of your shirt off to stop the bleeding as much as you can.

You hold her tightly trying to give her as much warmth and comfort as you can. "Baby please. Please hang in there. I'm not ready to let you go. Please." you begged. You kiss her forehead, "I was mad and upset and stupid. God I was stupid. Please. I didn't mean for this to happen. Baby. Please. Forgive me. Wake up. Baby." You were crying into her neck. Why wasn't she waking up. No. This can't be. "God. Please. Give me one more chance. Please!" you yelled at the top of your lungs, "She's my everything! God! Just one more chance! That's all I'm asking for! Please!". You were losing your mind when the paramedics had finally arrived. They immediately check (y/n)'s pulse and vital signs, they wrap her head in gauze before rolling her onto the ambulance.

"She has a pulse but it's getting weak, she has also lost a lot of blood so we need to get to the hospital fast."

"Do you know why she fainted so suddenly?"

"We're assuming intentional overdose right now, but nothing can be confirmed until we get to the hospital."

You only nod before climbing on board to hold her hand. It was going to be okay. You were there by her side now, and you were never going to leave it again.

You pull out your phone to dial Namjoon but the immature little shit hole had blocked your number. You ended up using one of the EMT's cellphone to call him and when he had heard what had happened to (y/n), he rushed to the ER right away.

Right as you guys were getting closer to the hospital, (y/n)'s heart rate had suddenly plummeted. You watch in horror as the paramedics began to scramble around in the tiny space,

"She's going into cardiac arrest!"

"Charge up the defibrillator! Everyone move back!"

"Clear!"

They shocked (y/n).

"500!"

"Clear!"

They shocked (y/n) again.

The head paramedic was losing hope, "800!"

"Clear!"

The heart monitor flatlined. There was no pulse. You were gone.

"NO!", you reached out to grab (y/n) but the paramedics held you back. "(y/n)! Please! No!" you were screaming, begging, pleading, "Please! Save her! Do something!!!". In the midst of your yelling, the heart monitor had suddenly starting beeping again.

The whole ambulance went silent. The paramedics looking at each other in disbelief. She had a pulse again. They start running around to unload you from the car, pushing while running you into the hospital.

"Move! We need a doctor right away! We have a young female with a possible overdose! Flatlined but has a pulse again! We need a doctor! Quickly!"

The nurse runs to find help, and within minuets a team of doctors had gathered around (y/n).

"Are you her boyfriend?"

"Yes. Is she going to be okay?" you say with worried eyes.

"She overdosed on pills and lost a lot of blood but she should be fine. She's in good hands now. Don't worry. You should go and get some rest."

You let out a sigh of relief before silently praying and thanking God for giving you a second chance to make things right.

-2 Days Later-

Both you and Namjoon had bonded over the past 48 hours while waiting for (y/n) to wake up. It was just like the old days but you weren't going to be the first one to admit that you missed him. He'd teased you about it for the rest of your life and you weren't ready for that.

You'd both take turns watching (y/n) in the hopes of her finally waking up but after awhile you guys would just fall asleep.

Namjoon started to worry, "It's been 2 whole days. Why isn't she awake yet?"

"She's probably exhausted hyung."

"Yeah but..."

"Hyung, the doctor said she'll recover 100%. Don't worry!"

Namjoon just nods before patting you on the back.

It was about midnight when Namjoon left to go home and shower before coming back to spend the night at the hospital with you. You sat in the chair next to (y/n)'s hospital bed holding her hand, "I don't know if you can hear me but I miss you. I miss you a lot. Please wake up," you brought her hand to your lips before kissing it.

You didn't notice it at first but when she had groaned in pain, you realized (y/n)'s fingers had moved in your hands. You shot right up to look at her, "Baby?".

She groaned, eyes still half closed. You chuckled, "Baby wake up. You've slept in enough. I miss you~". After a few more minuets pass, she finally opens her eyes fully, looking at you before asking, "Who are you?".