Still Into You (Taehyung Angst)

Chapter 2

You call him every single day only to be greeted with his voicemail, and after a month had passed, you realize that he had disconnected his number. With every waking moment, you had waited by the door in hopes of him forgiving you. You held on to that little string of hope that he would return, but when the flowers bloomed and the leaves turned to red and orange before falling from the trees, you still had heard nothing from him. Before you knew it, time had passed and life went on. Tomorrow was only a painful reminder of what had happened one year ago.

-The Next Day-

"No. I don't want to go fucking clubbing Mina. Do you not remember what happened last year when you dragged me along?", you were still recovering from your heart break and she had the nerve to ask you to come along? Yeah its been a whole fucking year but the scars were too deep. The memories still fresh in your mind.

"Look, I know the break up was bad and i'm sorry. But who the fuck told you to go fuck Min Yoongi? Shit. We just wanted you to get away from all that studying, to have fun! If it's anyones fault, it was yours."

Your hands slap her across the face, leaving your friend gasping with shock.

"Did you really just fucking slap me? Are you fucking kidding me?"

Your blood was boiling, you didn't care. She deserved it. She storms out of the room clearly pissed off and you couldn't help but feel bad. You knew what she said wasn't all wrong. You lost yourself in the moment and you had only blamed your friends because it was easier than accepting the truth.

You had no plans for tonight. You were just going to stay in watching romantic comedies on Netflix all night, probably cry while eating some ice cream. "What I should've done last year," you said to yourself. "Because then I wouldn't be in this pile of shit, isn't that right cuddles?", you say to your new little maltese. Getting a puppy was a great idea. Why didn't you think of this earlier? Cuddles was a great comfort to you. When you had cried till your eyes were swelled shut, she would grab a hold of the tissue box before laying by your side till your tears had stopped. "I love you cuddles, you're all I have left.", you say with a dull smile before falling asleep on your bed.

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It had been a year since you had walked in on (y/n) with another man in bed. You had never expected for her to have cheated on you. Did you even mean anything to her? You were so excited to see her, you had even planned out the whole surprise of showing up with roses on your anniversary. Seeing her drunk was a surprise, but seeing her in bed with another man really fucked you up. You knew it was probably a mistake by the reek of alcohol that slapped you across the face when you had walked in, but you were furious. You were hurt, and you couldn't understand why she had done what she did. So you left.

With each agonizing ring that came to your phone, it only made you more angry. Even though there was a small part of you that wanted to pick up, to listen to her side of the story, there was a bigger part that wanted her heart to shatter the way yours had. Enraged and broken, you turned to sex. You fucked every girl at the bar and began keeping a little black book. After fucking a good amount of girls, you finally met one that made your days not so miserable anymore and have since been dating her for about two months now. Truth was, the sex was great and she had reminded you of (y/n), so you kept her around.

You hit the call button on your car to dial her number,

"Hello?"

"Yujin, babe are you getting ready?"

"Yeah! I just need to put on some lipstick, i'll be there in 20 minuets! Are you already there?"

"No i'm driving, but i'll see you soon."