Turn Back Time -s.m

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16 May 2031 //New York , New York 

18:16 p.m 

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i drove to the nearest stationary store i can find . it's all new here , i don't know anything . i looked at the map , it said there's a store near a music studio. maybe i should go there , it's recommended anyway. 

"Millie's school supply , where is it? " i mumble . there it is ! it's so crowded inside . oh yeah i forgot tomorrow's the first day of school , how stupid . i grabbed some pencils and pens , a binder , notebooks , and stuff i that i think looks cute . i know i'm a bad mom , a badass mom. 

while i was waiting in the line , that is like 2 meters away i accidentally found a brochure on the floor . because of my curiousity i took it and read it . " Shawn Mendes - VIP Meet and Greet at 12th Benson Street , today , 16 may 2031 : 19.00 p.m " . did i just read Shawn  Mendes? . he's like beside this store . 

i was right , he's not going to wait in our escape for forever , and to know that he has a wife , it's all yoo late. " Miss? Miss? next cashier please." someone said . "o- i'm sorry . here" i gave her my basket and paid for the things .

i quickly put the things inside my car and walked to the music studio ." Mendes Records? LOL" i'm such a mother . i always forgot that i have a child and the way i speak is the same as hers . modern moms . 

i walked inside and it's fully packed with fangirls from all ages . what are the young ones doing here ? Shawn is like the same age as mine now . 

" Miss where's your ticket?" a girl asked " um-no i'm no meeting him , but can you please tell your boss, Shawn that his old friend (y/n) had received your letter." i said " Miss, is  this a prank ? " she asked " if you don't want to tell him it's okay . i just don't want to break his heart , thanks." i walked away "mi-" she was trying to say something but i don't need any questions and explanations . 

i went inside my car and started the engine . this day is overall crazy . after i arrived the first thing i saw was Lyssa and Cam playing video games . they are so cute together . " hey guys . mind if i join?" i asked " no mom , don't interrupt us ." Lyssa said , eyes on the game " it's okay honey just join." Cam said .

everything is perfect for now . Cameron , Lyssa , my little family . but what about shawn ? i wonder what he's doing right now . probably taking photos with fans . what about  him and marie ? what about his child? i'm sure he has a child . having a child was his biggest dream ever.

" when i grew up and i'm married , i want to have 3 kids . two girls one boy." he said 

" why two girls?" i asked 

" because , there's only two remote controls in PS 2 and boys are more fun at playing video games . and the girls , they can play dollies together ." he said 

"but i beat you at almost every video games and i'm a girl . OR MAYBE I'M SECRETLY A BOY ? " i said . his face turned to shocked but i laughed . laughed so hard made him laughed with me . 

that was our conversation when we were like 12 . still stupid and dumb . i miss those days . we just laid at the hill behind the festival when it's already eleven in the night , and when we were in high school we used to have food fights with aaliyah and timera . 

Shawn 

it's so busy tonight . people are waiting for hours just to meet me and some them like to meet my son , Jaslon . he's 14 almost 15 this year . people thinks that he's so young and handsome , just like his father . no just kidding . 

i was playing my guitar when my assistant alaina came in " i'm sorry to interrupt you Shawn but someone with the name (y/n) said that she had received your letter , i don't know if she's crazy or what , she said if i don't want to tell you it's okay but it's going to break your heart breaks." she said 

i couldn't speak , i couldn't move , it felt like the world is freezing and (y/n) is like invading my mind. "um okay thanks and she's not crazy , she was my friend . thanks " i said 

"Dad , tomorrow i have to introduce new students to the school." Jaslon said " isn't that cool? you're gonna be popular." i said ." it's not that , people in school considers that 'job' is for nerds . ugh" he complained " it's okay really , i was a nerd but thankfully i had a bestfriend that understands me for me . " i shared 

"oh yeah ? was it a girl or boy?" he asked , smirking " a girl why?" i said " is it mom?" he asked . no "yes Jaslon " i lied . i don't want him to know about my past . 

if i really do love (y/n) , and if she's haunting me like this . i have no choice but to turn back time.