Turn Back Time -s.m

eleven

3 january 2012//Pickering , Toronto

Backyard-9th grade

8.41p.m

Shawn

"it's beautiful isn't it , the sky " i said not knowing what topic to talk about . "what? it's pitch black shawn . it's going to rain." she chuckles at my stupid statement. we're literally laying on the ground alone , with only a small light from the tree house .

i'm leaving in less than 24 hours and i just want to spend as much time as i can with her . although the sky is pitch black , ready to rain . just like my heart . 

"shawn . " she says , facing me  . " ehem , what?" i ask back . "i'm just wondering , when you come back home , there's going to be fans waiting you at the airport , guards everywhere and you will take pictures with them and i'm barely visible , waiting in the back . you know , if you forgot me " she says . "(y/n) do  not ever say something like that again okay , we promised each other we won't forget us .and i am not going to . " i said , eyes on her . 

" but look what tumblr says . 'promises are promises , they don't last'" she quotes . i laugh " why are you laughing ? tumblr is teaching me life right now ." she says "(y/n) omg , really ? tumblr? you believe on that stuff?" i ask , furrowing my eyebrows .

"umm... not like that, but ugh whatever . there's no point . you're leaving , i'm studying shit at school . you're going to be famous , i'm anonymous. " she says . 

"please stop being negative and enjoy this last night , please (y/n) " i said . reaching her for  a hug . not long later the rain comes . 

"remember when i hated rain and you begged me to play outside ? " i ask " of course you dumb . you were scared of the rain ." she laughs " well , guess what? to repay what you have done to me . i'm begging you to play with the rain . " i said " but if you got sick then-" i cut her " nope , we are still playing in the rain , together "

You

Shawn holds my hand and pulls me in the rain , laughing and making silly faces . i'm worried that when he left i'll be sad and depressed , anti social , eats alone everyday . although i'm not the bully victim but same . no friends , no socializing , no parties , prom alone . 

"(y/n) what happened? why are you sad again?" shawn asks " no i'm not it's the rain , i swear " i lied " promise promise promise me you won't act like this anymore , please smile for me " he says . i let out a slow light smile 

"you cutie af " he says . he just called me cutie , this is not normal , what is this , shawn mendes just called me a cutie , i should slap him . "umm what? a cutie?" i ask with a cute face . " i mean in a friend way " he says , i can feel him struggle . "of course shawnieboy , you're like my angel " i said 

Shawn

ouch , that hurts . we played for a long time until (y/n)'s mom calls us . she said my mom called a few times earlier but nobody answered and she's very worried right now cause i'm going somewhere far tomorrow morning and she wants me to rest , come on mom you don't expect me to stay in my bed doing nothing when i only have less than 24 hours with my 'friend' , note that . 

why am i crushing on her at this time when i have to leave and be somewhere else for 5 months , ugh . wish i could take her to everywhere . 

Narator

never thought that we would end up here , should've  known it from the start . 

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hey guys , i'm back lol . i see lately that nobody actually read this book til this chapter? i don't know it's making me feel like my story is boring (it is) . 

comment down below if u like it . vote also , i appreciate your time on reading this crappy story 😁😁

-annabelle