Turn Back Time -s.m

Seventeen

UNEDITED
the next day

Shawn

I'm so confused with her, one time she said she loves me as a friend yeah but she kissed me and the next day when we were supposed to enjoy our graduation day she kissed another guy.

it's easy shawn, you just have to find another girl. she friendzoned you remember ?

but she's stuck in my head like she glued them. she called me twice already this morning because i ignored her last night at dinner,

can't she understand that boys aren't toys and that love is a serious deal? she seems to play with love and boys like if she' s bored with one she'll just get another one.

I'm so mad, why do i live a life like this? what would happen in my future?

and then it moves.

the book. that strange book.

"i thought I've thrown you in the trash already?! " i mumble, this is creepy

the book keeps moving i try to stop it but it's too strong, let's do the hard way then i slam it to the floor and it works, the book unlocked and a paper suddenly appears.

i open it, slowly. what if it's some kund of a murder? I'm feeling like harry potter with all this weird magic.

'dear shawn,

remember me? the paper? the book? last time you saw me was when you were on tour? you wished for a change.

here's a clue.
i stop with my match. '

what? seriously who is it behind these tricks? I've never been on tour? and I've thrown this book away. i stop with my match? what is that.

my phone rings again, y/n

should i answer or leave?

okay, just this time.

"hello? shawn ya there? boi where have u been? "

" yes I'm here and why are you asking me, i thought you're busy with your new guy" i tease

"which guy? ohh the yesterday one? it was a bye bye kiss you know we're graduating and he's moving and he was my crush so why not? " she answers casually. does she even care about my feelings?

" wow easy isn't it, y/n I'm sick of your game. i may not be your boyfriend but i think you should respect guys, you are playing with them. YOU KISSED HIM WHEN YOU PROMISED ME TO WAIT INFRONT OF THE GATE and you're not sorry? "

" shawn, i know what you mean i just i can't handle myself, i like too many guys at once "

" that's your problem y/n you're only attracted with them because of their looks you never look their personality all you care is ugly and handsome "

i know I'm not the most good looking guy, i wear braces and i'm tall, skinny just bad so bad , guess I'm wrong to choose her.

" you always told me that, over and over but I just can't shawn. you don't know how i feel? and you ignored me all night yesterday. "

she didn't even say sorry, just 4 words sorry that's it.

i stop the conversation cause I'm done with her excuses. we're not even in a relationship, god all i want is to tell her that she's doing it the wrong way.

but my plan won't work if it's only me who fight for her, who wants to help her when she doesn't want to help herself. i know we're teenagers and making desicions are hard but her way to make desicions are just so annoying.

so i send her a text, i can't help seeing her like this. hurting not only herself but the people who loves her.

meet me at the tree house, now

sent

yeah okay dad

really i'm being serious and she's joking with me, this girl i swear. the thing is why can't i hate her ugh.

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guys i havent updated in like 2 months im sorry cause i got no idea left lol but im trying u kno and sorry if my chapters suck