Turn Back Time -s.m

thirteen

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i wake up feeling pain on my hands,  it is the needle from the hospital.  i thought i fainted for only 5 minutes,  how long have i been here? 

the room is silent,  nobody's there.  weird.  i look around for any 'human'  sign but there's no one. 

"mom?  are you here? " i ask,  no answer.  what is wrong with this world why is nobody hete but I'm at the hospital?   not long later a guy come i think it's the doctor? 

" hello,  ms. (y/l/n) are you feeling any better? "he asks" um i don't know whats wrong wrong with me?  is this real life? " i stupidly ask that. " of course it is the real life miss,  i think you should rest and your mom brought you here about 10 hours ago,  heres your pill if anything is wrong or you need help just press the button beside you and the nurse will come "he explains" thanks doc,  i um and do you know where's my phone? " i ask"  it's right.....  here " he says while walking towards the table and lend it to me.  i said thank you and press my phone's on button.

i'm hoping that shawn would call me or text me like he promised , and he did call me yesterday but i didn't answer cause u know . i call him back , hoping an answer from him , instead another person pick it up .

"hello , can i talk to shawn?" i say 

"i'm sorry but shawn is currently busy , i'm his assistant teala do you want to tell him anything maybe i can help" she says nicely . sounds nice but we never know the inside . 

"it's okay ,if he's back just tell him that i called" i say 

"okay miss ..." she stops 

" i'm (y/n) his friend " i say 

i hang up and turn on the television , boring news about the president election and stuff , another reality show that i don't care about , oh what's this .

" Shawn Mendes and Teala Andersen are dating?" it says , ugh same just some stupid rumors , but im happy for him he finally gets a girl who can treat him nicely , well sound nice like i said . 

Teala is so lucky , shawn is such a gentleman who understands your situation and he's not that guy who buys you expensive things and leave . he's caring , he rather be at home just the two of you watch netflix while eating leftovers haha , he's a funny guy but i warn you sometimes he's jokes are not fun instead sucks , he always add 'im kidding' to almost every sentence . 

"(y/n) ?" i hear my mom asks i quickly turn off the tv , feeling nervous . 

"something's wrong? why did you turn off the tv ?" she asks 

" oh , just some stupid things , it was a coincidence i was turning it off and you came in" i lie

she doesn't answer me,  she grabs the remote and turn on the tv,  by this time my hands are shaking hopefully she doesn't know what i was watching it would be so embarrassing.  as the tv starts opening my mom walks closer

"oh it's just a celebrity news,  i thought you watched something not good for your age.  " she smiles

"  mom,  I'm almost 18 i can watch those "

"  nope hun,  wait til you're exactly 18 " she says

my mom is a protective person eventhough she works all day and comes back late she cares about us. 

i wonder what shawn is doing right now,  he might be signing posters or hugging girls and guys i think. 

fun isn't it to be famous, 

Shawn

"no,  me and teala aren't dating,  she has a boyfriend.  " i say madly,  these medias are making me super mad,  anger filled my heart. 

is this what you call fame? 

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notes :
there would be a chapter 13 part 2