Turn Back Time -s.m

Sixteen

UNEDITED
graduation day
ninth grade

Narator

graduation isn't something very important for shawn but yes for you. 
fot you graduation means you are free,  means you can have more time outside and firstly,  to start a serious relationship. 

as for shawn,  all he thinks is stress.  high school is coming and he's afraid of his grades,  being the student of the month or even get a scholarship for college .  he's so into school

you on the other hand is busy preparing for graduation night, your mom help you search for a right dress. 

Shawn's mom made a promise to pick up you,  so you and shawn can go there together. 

Shawn

"mom I'm ready " i shout

" come downstairs then,  we have to pick up y/n " her reply makes me jump abit.  she didn't tell me that y/n is coming with us.  i immediately check myself,  spray more cologne.  what? i need to make a good impression for my future mother in law. 

what was that? 

Today,  i have to present my speech for student of the month and it relates to music.y/n is totally going to be my distraction cause just by looking at her smile from a far can make your heart melts oh lord and make you daydreaming. 

"shawn?  are you ready we need to leave " my mom said. 

i quickly run downstairs and to the passenger seat.  it takes only 15 minutes to y/n house we live in different neighborhoods.  mom asks me to go get y/n while she waits in the car,  great idea mom.  not

i ring the door bell and y/n answers from the speaker "oh shawn,  can u wait a second i have issues with this heels"  she said

"yea of course,  you need help? "

" i mean if you know how to apply these freaking thing called heels then you're welcome"

"maybe,  let's just see"

she opens the door looking stress " ugh,  mom forced me to use these and now I'm stuck with this expensive ass heels that we could probably spend to the arcade or something"  she rolls her eyes,  goddamnit it's cute. 

"okay I'll try,  sit here " i pat the seat next to her. 

" i suppose u flip the ribbon this way and that way and then um- u know what I'll just use my converse heels shoes " she gives up. 

" yea why not you use a beautiful dress with converse" i shout sarcastically,  i want her to use these heels it's pretty,

"whatever,  I'm so glad i have a friend like you "she suddenly hugs me

" okay?  my mom is waiting and you havent put it on " i remind her

she quickly put it on the box and run down the porch,  i ask her why she didn't put it on first but she gave me that 'are you dumb'  look. 

the ride is basically my mom convincing how cute we are together and rolling my eyes cause she's embarrassing me infront of y/n. 

great mom just great

when we reach our school mom helps y/n tie her heels first and i tell my mom where to wait and where to meet up with y/n parents. 

"wait shawn, our seats are in completely different area so after we finish can you wait infront of the gate there? " she says pointing the big gate that has happy graduation banner on it. 

i nod. " great, I'll see you later then good luck for your speech " she says blowing a kiss.  i pretend to grab it and place my hand on where my heart is,  dumb?  yes kinda. 

the graduation went by slow with all the speech from the principal that feels like centuries and ended with a ' thats all i can say although i still have alot more' thank god she didn't continue. 

when it's my time to present the speech my hands are shaking,  i see mom in the back, y/n giving me smiles,  distraction number 1. 

but it goes pretty well,  i didn't stutter or trip on the stage,  no daydreaming or drooling. 

i wait for y/n infront of the gate like she said,  she must be taking bathroom selfies with her friends,  typical.  mom went home earlier to prepare dinner,  graduation dinner and y/n's family is going to be there. 

she's taking too long,  what is it?  i knock on the bathroom door but there's no camera clicking voice or anything where is she? 

maybe the librar-

oh my god

now I'm sure my jaw drops on the floor,  why the hell is y/n.... 

why is she? 

why is she doing this to me? 

does she think I'm a doll?  why is she eating faces with who is that? 

jamie? 

now i feel like a total doll to you.  at this point i got no patience anymore.  just last week she kissed me and now she's doing it with someone else

i turn my way and fast walk to the nearest bus station,  looking all mad and just want to punch a wall. 

argghh

why can't you see that I'm better than anyone else? 

note:

IK I CAN TREAT YOU BETTER THAN HE CANNNN.