Chapter 13 My amazing life

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Life was going so well I was finally starting to think things could start turning out well. It was amazing. Michael and I were getting alone fine. No more lying, cheating, none of that. We had a child now that we had to raise and that's what was important. She was growing up so fast. Gracelynns 3rd birthday had come and gone. Michael and I made it a thing to go to Liam's grave everyday it was not far from the house we had bought. With him being that close it felt like he was right there with us. Yes we still got sad and cried because we couldn't see our baby boy but he was there and that was enough for me to get me through the day and the days to come. When we moved into the house we re painted everything and we are finally decorating the house. Picture of me and Michael were on the wall. Pictures of our family. Pictures of baby Liam and baby Gracelynn. It was amazing we were talking about getting married and everything but I didn't know how I felt about that. I was pretty sure I just liked it how it was with us raising our kid together but not getting married. Maybe one day but I wanted to make sure we would be ok. That we would last. I didn't wanna have to deal with him leaving. Even if it meant we would just live together and not be married. After all nothing would change the fact that Liam and gracelynn were our kids nothing could change that. No matter how much I loved him I would take him back in a heart beat but I could take another heart break. Even though I thought I loved the other people that I dated but when ever things ended I realized I still loved Michael and nothing would ever change that.

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