In Love, Alone, and Terrified.

Chapter 12 Do happy ending really happen?

Just a few days later I had decided to tell Michael. I sent him that text telling him I needed to talk to him. He didn't get mad or anything that I had texted him so I guess that was a good thing. I soon learned that he had broken up with becca and was trying to find a way to tell me. I wish I would've texted him sooner now. I guess he had been trying to find a way to talk to me. I told him about Gracelynn and he was so happy. The opposite for Liam that mad him so mad. He started to blame himself for all of it. He said that if he was there and he had not put so much stress on me Liam would still be there. He told me he wanted to talk to me and meet up and go visit Liam's grave site. I had not been there since the funeral but I wanted to see it and I was happy that me and Michael were getting along now. Gracelynn was finally going to meet her father. I think I was happy but I didn't know really how to feel after all that had happened how am I supposed to feel. I had found out that the whole thing with Brandon was more than the baby I was carrying I had found out he was in a deeper relationship with someone else who he was the father of a child to. For once I had forgiven my self as terrible as I had felt for it. I was happy it was not really on my anymore. But the poor baby I couldn't imagine he or she was not going to grow up with a father. That made me so sad because I knew that that sucks speaking from experience.

Few weeks later Michael and I had meet up to visit baby Liam. It was sad to see the look on Michaels face to see that his baby was gone and he didn't even have a chance we had gotten in a fight because I did not tell him. But he got over it when he saw how upset I was and how I couldn't deal with the pain of losing the baby. Or the pain of Michael being mad so he just grabbed me and put me into his arms. The feeling was amazing but it reminded me of the very first morning waking up in his arm. I missed it so much. Michael had grown up so much with the time we had been apart. Yeah he was with another girl after but that didn't last long at all anyway. And he even told me that he just was in a hurry to find the girl. And that the text about finding someone else was just to help push me away so much that he could get over me. I was so happy to finally know all this. I was always thinking about it and I didn't know what to think about it. But it was all clear now and I'm so happy that we had cleared it up before anything. Now we could focus on both of our life's. The fact that we had a baby girl that we needed to raise and make sure turned out okay. And we had to be there for each other because of the loss of our baby Liam.

Just a few months later Emmy and Daniel both had gotten mad that I let Michael come back into my life after what he did. They stopped talking to me so I had no choice but to move in with Michael he had offered when he heard about everything that was going on. How would I say no. After all the work he was putting into me and our baby. Wow!! The sound of that made me so happy. I wouldn't say I was falling in love because I don't know if that's possible but I was definitely loving everything about this. Gracelynn was going to have her father. I had not talked to either of the girls since I left. Me and Michael both had jobs and switched off he worked during the day and I worked nights. It was all working out. He paid the bills with his pay checks and I bought all the baby stuff and basics. And the rest all went into savings for the future. He promised that if things went down hill all the money would go to me. I didn't plan of that though so I just made it so that we both could have access to it. Gracelynn was growing up so fast it seemed. She was getting so big all I could imagine was when I brought her home from the hospital. She was so much smaller then but I'm so happy she is health and growing up. And she was being raised by her parents.