It has been three weeks since the baby had come home. I couldn't believe how happy this little baby had made. I mean I thought about baby Liam a lot but I did not let him affect or change my love for Gracelynn. She was everything I could ever ask for. Life had been great. Being a mom of a little baby girl was hard but I had all my friends there to help me through it. I had not talked to or about Michael since and Brandon had not even crossed my mind. I still missed Michael but I had a new life now. A baby that needed a mother. I was going to be that mother to my baby that I never had with my mom. I was going to be there through it all. Through her first works. Her first words. Her first day of kindergarten. Her graduation of High School. Shit even her first heart break. Because we all know those are coming. I didn't wanna miss a single second of her life. Emmy and Danielle were so happy they love playing with little Gracelynn Ann. The three of us girls bad decided that we were not going to name the baby at all after Michael so until the day I got married Gracelynn would have my lady name. Some times I wish Michael would have reached out maybe he will later in life who knows. I couldn't help but wonder about it all. But I know the longer I say there and thought about it the less time I was spending with Gracelynn. Sleep had become impossible for me. But I was so happy Emmy and Daniele took turn watching Gracelynn. We had it all worked out. Emmy was going to night school so she could help watch Gracelynn during the day. And Daniele was going to school normally do she could help me with Gracelynn during the night. I was doing just a few online classes. Life was great no guys no more problems. Gracelynn was the happiest little baby she had her dads eyes but like just like her mother in every other way. Everyone loved her. She was a very lovable child despite who her father was and what a bad person he was. Life was turning around for me for the positive after everything that had happened I didn't think that it could get any worse. I still every once and awhile thought about the fact that Michael still didn't know enough is child as much as I hated the idea that that baby shared his dna I couldn't help but think about that. I still wondered if I should tell him. Would he even care? Would he want to be in her life? Will he break up with becca? Will he try and get back together for the greater good of the baby? I guess I will never know because I would be an idiot to tell him. But every so often I would get that text read to send tell him everything. I could just never bring myself to sending it. Was that such a bad thing though. I don't even know anymore. But I was doing so well now that Gracelynn was here. Was he worth risking all of that.
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In Love, Alone, and Terrified.
RomanceThis is the story of a sixteen year old who feel in love with her brothers best friend. Little did she know he was not who she thought he was at all. He was hiding a lot more than he was letting off. And oh how fast it went down hill from there. Pos...
