My Missing Puzzle Piece, (Katy Perry And John Mayer Fanfiction).

15- Sweetest Devotion

A/N: sorry for the long wait, but here you go!

He leaned into me and pulled me close to him. The world around me melted away as I squeezed him back, not wanting the moment to end. I felt safe in his strong arms. He held my tightly, my breath hot against his neck. He squeezed me and ran his fingers through my hair and slowly He leaned down, and kissed my cheek and whispered sweet words in my ear.

I wrapped my arms tightly around his neck, pulling him in closer. As I sobbed into his neck and tried to pull him even closer against me, so that nothing could stand between us. "Never let me go John, please." I begged.

(John's POV)

She pushed her nose firmly into my collarbone and I ran a hand through her hair. "Shh, it's okay," I comforted bringing her closer to me. "Nothing is Okay." She sobbed making me sigh. "Katy, everything is Okay." I cooed as she pressed herself against me even more.

A single tear slid down from her warm, blue eyes, followed by another one, and another one, until soon, a steady stream of salty tears flowed its way down her pale cheek, releasing the sadness and sorrow that has been held inside of her for all this time but still she did not make a sound. 

And then she broke down entirely. Small tiny crystal beads crept out of her eyes, one after another- it turned into a flowing stream of sorrow that ran down her face and dripped from her pointed chin into my shirt. She fell on her knees making me bend down and pull her cold body closer to me and into my warm embrace, I don't know what made her cry, but all I knew is that I am hurting from the inside, I couldn't stand it, I couldn't be beside my Angel and let her cry without doing anything. Her eyes bloodshot from the pain of the disaster. Tears stream her cheeks. Like fountains, her eyes filled with tears. Like rain in the winter, her cheeks poured the truth. Mascara darkened under her swollen eyes from hours of crying. Her eyes turned bright red as the tears started pouring from her puffy eyes even more.

I've seen the movies, and the shows. They never truly cried. From what I have seen when someone cries, it's not pretty. Her eyes swell and turn red. She is unable to speak, unable to breathe, nothing. The world around her becomes a blur of color that melts to gray. The weight in her chest and locks in her throat. The pain in the back of her mind. A small token of sorrow and misery. Of course, we can't forget the tears. Small crystal beads that trail down her cheeks to the neck, and the chest. Only to melt into the cloth they wore or to fall off her pouting lip.

She was legit quivering and shaking, which only made me feel more empathy towards her, she gripped on my shirt tighter whilst kicking her legs. "Baby..." I groaned. "Just stop 'babying' me would you? Stop being a jerk and shut the fuck up! At least, try to comfort me! Can't you see that my life is a living hell that I can't stand?! Stop groaning and wincing! If I am annoying you then sorry I can call Angela to take me back home you idiot!" she yelled shoving me away before stomping her feet and storming away from me and into the suite, oh wow, did I really push her off her limits?

Why the fuck are you still here? Go in there and try to apologize you, idiot! Oh no, she can't be serious now can she? What do you think? Did you see her face and hear her voice when she was yelling at you? Stop fucking this up even more and instead grow some balls to go in there! Oh my, she can't be leaving just like that!

I ran on top of the sand with high noises and swung the door open to reveal a crying Katy curled up into a ball on the couch, she had the paper I wrote in her hand! Why haven't I known earlier? This must've been the reason she is crying hysterically. "I just keep ruining your birthday over and don't I?" she sniffled assuring me that she does have notice about my presence.