My Missing Puzzle Piece, (Katy Perry And John Mayer Fanfiction).

11- Stolen Kisses, Pretty Lies

(Third person's POV)

Suddenly there was an aura of gray around her. It was a mist that wouldn't rise. A state of depression that she couldn't see herself through.

She felt a terrible weight on her shoulders. It was as if a giant boulder was laid on her and she couldn't straighten up or catch her breath entirely. A single tear rolled down her cheek. She should have been crying, but she was too numb to even think about crying. There was a giant hole in her heart and she knew nothing would ever be the same. She looked like death and she didn't care. Her eyes were puffy from crying because she couldn't stop crying for the last three hours. She was dehydrated, and sore. Sobs raked her body, no one should be able to cry that hard. She hadn't even cried that hard when her husband divorced her. Rejected, she wasn't wanted.

The sudden, deep pain in her heart was so bad, she felt like her whole, world had come crashing down on her, and she collapsed to her knees sobbing in her distress. Everything just seemed surreal.

A pit, a high energy vortex that keeps pulling her down and down. It's like one of those dreams where she keeps falling and falling and there seems no end to it and if this wasn't enough slowly the light appears to dim and before she knows it she are surrounded with this dark empty space filled with nothing but her own negativity and suffering and then from the darkness thoughts appear that its better to curl up and die somehow rather than to make futile efforts to climb back up towards the little rays of light that still sometimes penetrate this dark soulless pit .

She felt buried deep, It is like you have lost something dear to you and you can never get it back. Like there is no hope... something beautiful and good in your life is now gone and you are left alone in the dark. It would be like going from a state of happiness and feeling at home and peace to going into total darkness and confusion where you don't know anything and nothing makes sense and everything is unfamiliar... loss.

To her. It feels like your world is falling apart, or when you can't see the light anymore and just want to crawl into bed and cry for the rest of your life.

She felt like a weight in her stomach and sometimes it gets hard to breath, and it feels like her heart has sharp pains like its actually breaking apart into pieces, it feels like you have something lodged in the back of her throat and it seems like its forcing you to feel like you're going to cry and she feel no one loves her,

People passed around her in this private beach that people rarely come to, they walked past her wanting to give some help but her situation didn't help it. Where was John? She hugged her knees into her chest and cried harder, her tears broke thousands of people's heart.

An average 2-year lad, saw Katy. And just marched her way towards her and sat beside her. As soon as Katy felt the little girl's presence. She carefully wrapped her arms around the small body and held her close as she cried, the baby girl just stayed trying to figure out this situation.

"Isabella?" her mother called making her way towards her daughter the was hugging Katy, "Ma'am are you okay?" the mother said bending down to grab her daughter once Katy's grip loosened around her, "no" Katy cried even harder. "Ma'am I will give you my phone number, if you need a ride home you can call me." The woman offered sweetly and grabbed Katy's phone which was on the cold sand,

Just as the woman looked at Katy's phone wallpaper, a picture of John and her with John smooching her delicate cheek she seemed to be figuring out this situation on her own.

The woman gave Katy a sympathetic smile and placed Isabella on her hip before walking away.

Hollow, pained, trying to keep her head high but dying inside whenever something reminds her of her John. She may feel alone, like there's no one there for her now that John is gone, whether that's true or not. Every minute she puts on a fake face so people won't worry about her, but inside she just wants someone to understand, to recognize her loss, to be there for her. She needed someone who won't blame her. Who will be on her side no matter what happens.