My Missing Puzzle Piece, (Katy Perry And John Mayer Fanfiction).

12- Nervous Tension

(John's POV)

My eyes haven't closed ever since the aggressive fight Katy and I got in yesterday. All I seem to think about is Katy. Just Katy. I thought about her nose crinkle her wonk eye, the acnes on her back, the chin dimple of hers, her long hair. I couldn't sleep. I need her I needed her presence, I needed her to be in my arms breathing lightly, I needed her to be here resting her head on my chest with her hair angelically sprawled against my chest. And yesterday I've Heard a lesson, she completes me.

It's like, as I look into her eyes my heart feels like it's going to melt, I get a warm sensation all over my body when she enters the room ... I get a warm fuzzy feeling when her clothes brush against me. She means so much to me. And facing the fact that she probably hates me now is killing me.

I heard some sound coming from downstairs which I assumed is the smoothie maker or the blender as I sighed. She's awake, what the hell am I supposed to do? Why is the reality so harsh? I wish I can just turn the time back so I can hold her in my arms like I did before.

I faintly pushed the covers off my body and walked into the bathroom and washed my face, I looked horrible. But I didn't give a fuck. All I wanted was for me and Katy to forget all of this shit and be in each other's arms again.

I brushed my teeth thinking about the days when all Katy did was brush her teeth the whole time to keep them white.

I sighed and took a deep breath before opening the door of our room and walking downstairs to hear the T.V noises downstairs, which made me sure about her presence an d that she is awake. I made my way downstairs and once I arrived I smiled at her. She looked as tired as ever. Her hair was all messy and her face was make-up free.

She sipped on the luscious pink liquid as she stared at the T.V enjoying what was on with Kitty on her lap. "Good morning." I politely greeted. She looked at me with those big blue eyes and smiled awkwardly as she sat properly from her recent position and placed Kitty on her lap once again. She then reached her hand on the floor and grabbed monkey carefully and grabbed her and placed her on chest, she was such a cat lady and it was cute. I realized that standing here is just making this worse, every second I stare at her, I only crave onto hugging and kissing her even more,

I made my way towards the kitchen and decided to serve the both of us some waffles. I grabbed the box and read the procedure before following the instructions and mixing the ingredients together and placing it in the waffle maker.

"Kitty, no stop!" Katy giggled cutely making me shut my eyes close, and reiterate it again, I wish I was the one who made that Angel laugh. I leisurely grabbed plates and placed them on the counter beside the waffle maker and sighed, I wanted to cry right now. But I didn't want to cry in front of her.

I waited for a few seconds before the timer beeped motioning that the waffles are done. I opened the waffle maker and placed two waffles on each plate. It's pretty funny that Katy's kitchen is huge and it has a bunch of cooking stuff but she doesn't know how to use any.

I placed the plates on a tray and place the maple syrup and honey aside so she could choose what she wants, "Let's see how this goes" I whispered slowly making my way towards the loveseat she was sitting on. She looked at me weirdly but as soon as she saw waffles in the tray her face lit up.

I placed a plate in front of her and pushed it forward signaling the food was hers. For a second we made eye contact, it was different than usual. There was no love and affection represented, it was just dull.

She quickly looked away and shut her eyes close before grabbing the plate and the fork as she started eating. She turned around and gave me her back and I sighed. "Thanks," she mumbled with a mouth full of food, I chuckled and dove in my own food and finishing it quickly.