22- 'Lost In My Emotions'

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"Babe? Where are you?" his husky voice echoed throughout the room that my childhood occurred in. his footsteps got closer to me as he opened the lamp by my bed. I could hear his breath stop for a second before it got back to its pace. he sighed and knelt downwards towards me- all of the sudden I had a sudden urge to wrap my arms around him- the past twenty-five minutes away from him seemed like and eternity- but I knew that I didn't want my parents to witness their daughter breakdown because of some Psycho ex-husband who was stalking her.

"I miss you, baby," I whispered wrapping my arms around John's neck- and in response, he wrapped his arms around my petite frame and lifted me up from the ground where I stayed the past time. "You miss me?" he chuckled kissing my temple - leaving his lips on my temple where he kissed. "Yeah," I replied relaxing into our embrace and cuddle my face deeper into his neck. "But, I was here the whole time?" he replied sitting on my bed and tighten his grip around my body making both of our bodies press up against each other. "Yeah- but not in my arms," I confessed giggling- god, I missed the feeling of being happy.

Speaking about happiness,  My mom is probably in love, with John right now- who blames her? everyone who met John is probably in love with him- A sweet loving guy that appreciates every little thing anyone does for him. A guy who does everything he could to plaster a smile on people's faces, people don't really see that, though; all they actually know is his horrible reputation that got people thinking about how many girls has he dated- how many nightstands he has. but to be honest, it's not like that with John at all, he never found true love. He wasn't loved or pleasured by any girl. and I'm trying my best to make him feel loved for at least in one relationship- This relationship.

"Can I tell you something?" I tell him and he nods his head in response. "you can tell  me anything sweetheart." he says and I smile to myself- he is so open about whatever I have to say, no matter how stupid it might be.

"This morning- when both of us were sleeping, Michael called." I started and I could feel him clenching his fists, "How did he get your number?" was his instant reply as he slowly let go of my waist- but I grabbed his hands and placed them back on my waist and wrapped m fingers in his hair afterwards. "He called your phone- But I answered because you were sleeping, baby!" I defended raising my eyebrows as I became frustrated.

"Was he rude?" he asked cupping my face and brushed his lips against mine. "No," I replied hesitated and John sighed and shook his head. "Katy, don't lie to me," he whispered and I smiled, "Just a little in the beginning- but I was nice! then he treated me nicely back." I confessed, and John gave me a smile back.  "And he said that the tour can be after a week or two, so you should call him back?" I said and he nodded. 

"Let's get ready for bed baby," he suggested and I slowly got off the bed and made my way towards my suitcase before kneeling down to grab a pair of pajamas. "Too late sweetness," John whispered grabbing my waist and carry   me on his shoulder, "John put me down!" I snorted loudly as I started wiggling my body beneath his touch. "Nope!" he said cutely still running around the room. I was laughing so hard as I tried to get John to leave me but to be honest, I loved this moment so much.

I finally gave in, and wrapped my arms around his body and stopped my laughing and it was replaced with my loud panting, "Katy-" David burst into my room before standing in his place and look at John and I weirdly, "Are you two spanking each other or what?" he chuckled- and shook his head, "You're thirty-five and you're twenty-seven?" he giggles holding his stomach- John felt the awkwardness and instantly placed me on the bed again. "Should've knocked," I mutter under my breath before shooting David a scary glare, "anyway, Moose is downstairs!" He says and leaves the room.

I look up to John and he gives me a confused look- and in response, I sigh standing up to face him. I look straight in his eyes and he cocks an eyebrow- confused more than ever, John places a hand on my forehead. "I'm sorry that David is annoying." I whisper quietly- but making sure has John heard, "Baby, don't worry about that. worry about how pale you are," he replied- kissing every inch of my face - but I gave him a very confused look. Who? me?  "What do you mean, John?" I say - before John placed me in front of the mirror.

what the hell?  Why am I so pale? I'm almost gray. "You need some sleep, don't you?" he suggested walking me to the bathroom and placing my sleeping clothes in front of me. "Can you get me water?" I ask and John nods before leaving the bathroom- but I couldn't stop staring at myself, I was okay few moments ago... I closed my eyes and slowly fell on the floor as everything went black around me




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