My Missing Puzzle Piece, (Katy Perry And John Mayer Fanfiction).

23- Make Me Feel Better

(A/N): I dedicate this chapter to one of the best and most loyal person I have ever known.

Dear Wendy,

You probably won't see this, but I just have a lot to say and I want to put it right here for everyone to see what a great person you are, I know we've had ups and downs in our friendship. But somehow you'll just forgive me and realize how stupid I can be at times. If I am correct, we have been friends for almost half-a-year now, and honestly, it's been an amazing 6 months especially when there is someone out there whom is thousands of miles away but still cares. You are an Angel, a freaking Angel. I seriously don't find anything that you do wrong. And I am not trying to be cheeky. You were there for me in my toughest year of life, I was 14 years old. With no father. A busy mother, and no friends. And one day, back again in the end of February I decided to just meet some of the great writers on wattpad and just sent them all a message that said, 'Hey! I hope you have a great day today! I love you so much. xx Mikayla'. and the sweetest reply was from you. And after that, we somehow started conversations, and I got to meet you. You never snapped at me, you never let me do anything harmful to myself, you always gave me the wisest advice which I remember to this day.

I remember the day I committed suicide and my cousin Alexia, she told you guys that I was in the hospital. And you wouldn't stop texting Alexia and asking her if I was alright. And she'd come to the hospital and tell me all of your sweet messages.

After I was released out of the hospital you were the first person I thought about and immediately told you everything. And from that day on we bonded together and became best friends. I told you all of my secrets, and you told me yours.

I even remember the day you spoke to my mother, and how she was proud of you. She honestly was so happy that I had a such a beautiful soul in my life. She even loves you more than she loves me

On the first of March I turned 15, and you wished me a very happy birthday in a mini-speech which I appreciated so much.

Now, Josh, (her buddy). told us that you are in a hospital after committing suicide, That seriously stabbed me in the heart knowing that I could do nothing. I swear if I could I'd takeoff from Canada and come straight to Woodland to come and visit you I would.

Knowing that I could do nothing but pray actually hurts.

Dear God, if you could just put me in her place and let this amazing soul have a beautiful life and freedom. Please do. Wendy is that type of person whom will stop people from committing suicide, When she has suicidal thoughts already, She reminds people of how beautiful they are. When she is the person who needs someone to tell them they're beautiful each and everyday. She gives everyone a shoulder to cry on, when she need a shoulder to burst crying on.

I pray nothing but that you'd get out of that hospital safely. And you live a beautiful life. Our little secret remember? every time I remember it, I laugh. because we acted so stupid when we admitted that thing. I love you so much Wendy, always have and always will.

All my prayers go to that beautiful soul,

-Mikayla McAdams.

(John)

"Katy!" I scream placing the glass of water on the closest surface and running to where she laid unconscious on the bathroom floor. Quickly, I picked her up bridal style. and kissed her forehead softly and made sure she was breathing.

Angela quickly came in and gasped. "Did she pass out?" Angela shouts and I nod slightly. "Place her on the bed," she demands and I quickly do what's told and place her on the bed.