My Missing Puzzle Piece, (Katy Perry And John Mayer Fanfiction).

3- Closed Doors

(Katy's POV)

"Russ?" I called walking around the house and walking out in the back yard. "Awe, you just ruined my surprise!" he said standing in front of a table.

"Aww, baby you know I don't deserve it!" I said running in his arms. "I love you Sausage. And I missed you being around" he said planting an ever so soft kiss on my head. "I love you too babe, sorry I was on tour." I smiled cupping his face.

"I am really hungry. That if I didn't like the food I'll be eating you baby" I smirked. "I am sure you'll love it!" he said kissing my nose. "Russell ew!" I laughed pushing him in the pool.

"You are so paying for this Katheryn!" he laughed getting out of the pool and I sprinted to the other side of the yard. He caught me before I ran too far and wrapped his arms around me.

I quickly turned to face him and pressed my lips against his. I am finally in love. His tongue rolled down my bottom row of teeth asking for entrance which I agreed on.

I pulled away and looked in his eyes. "You mean the whole world to me Russell." I smiled. "Katy do you think we can try soon..." he said, oh no, I am not ready.

"Rusty cake, it's not the right timing. 3 months are left for the tour. And preforming while pregnant will affect me and the baby if I got pregnant" I said seeing anger flare in his eyes.

"Don't rusty cake me! You are a selfish human being! All I ever asked for is a baby! Is it that hard to grant my wish Katy?! You always break promises!! You promised me we will have a baby!" he screamed pinning me against the wall his face an inch away.

"I promised we will have a baby, but didn't promise when" I cried, hot salty tears rolling down my cheeks.

"You break promises! You promised to respect me and agree with my opinions and visions! You promised to never make me cry! Never ever! But you broke all of them" I whispered. "How dare you!" he yelled slapping me across the face.

I gasped, he just slapped me........... I ran out of the yard and into my room making sure to lock the door so he wouldn't come in.

"You know what Katy! Fuck this relationship, Fuck you!" he yelled at me which made get more scared each second

He banged on the door making my sobs louder, "baby! Please open up! It's me Russell" he banged the door, "I Loved you Russell! I can't believe you did what you just did to me" I cried in the pillow,

I forgot we had and extra key, which Russell seemed to find, he opened the door and embraced me tightly. "I am so sorry baby, I promise to never hurt or leave you ever again" he said.

Lies this was just lies, he hurt me and left me. And I am sure.

I breathed heavily before my eyes shot open, that was the worst nightmare ever. In fact it was a memory that I will never forget my entire life

"Hey Kate!" Angela said joyfully as she bounced on the bed. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone. I only wanted john. He is the only one I wanted to see.

"Why are you here?" I asked coldly as I rolled to sleep on my stomach. "I am just Checking on you?" she said furrowing her perfectly shaped eyebrows.

"I am not a fucking Kid! I am 28 fucking years old I can take care of myself! Treat me like an adult for once!" I yelled in her face as she gave me a confused look. "Now get the fuck out of my house and leave me alone because the only person I need now is JOHN!" I yelled tears slowly forming in my eyes and falling down my makeup free cheeks.

"Katy what's wron-"she asked concerned about this behavior I am having, but I could careless right now, the only person that can comfort me is John. "I SAID GET THE FUCK OUT!" I yelled running down stairs and into the kitchen.

I can tell Angela was disappointed in me, so she just stormed out of the house. All I wanted to do know was kill myself. You know what. Let me just do it... no one wants me in this world...

(John's POV)

"Hey Angela?" I said opening the door, "What did you do to my sister?!" she yelled in my face. "I did nothing trust me!" I said furrowing my eyebrows in confusion.

"Bullshit. Go see her, she woke up and saw me in the house and started screaming at me for no reason, she said wants you john, in fact she said she needs you if I am correct. She is crying her eyes out, Katy doesn't deserve this, neither do I!" She yelled throwing her hands in the air from frustration.

"Katy said she needs me? As in me John?" I asked wanting Angela to admit that what just came out of her mouth is exactly what I heard just a moment ago.

"That's exactly what I said. So if you truly loved her like she told me, you better be in your car driving to her house before she does anything stupid." she said seriously.

The whole world stopped right now. The girl I loved and adore is putting her life in danger while I am at my house watching a movie. "Fuck" I mumbled before grabbing my car keys and turning the engine on not letting it to warm up. But speeding the car to her house.

I've finally arrived and knocked the door, no one answered. I knocked again this time harsher. The door swung opened itself as I walked around the house looking for her.

"Katy? Kate? Sweetie it's me John" I called. No answer. I walked in her room in faith of finding her there, but no she wasn't there either.

I walked downstairs and into kitchen. I looked around before my eyes laid on the petite unconscious figure laying on the floor.

I rushed to her before sitting down to where she laid. But she was facing the other way. "Why is it always me? Now John hates me. How can I get Russell out of my mind?" she sniffled.

I felt guilty, I felt bad. What could I do to help her? Why couldn't I do anything? "I want John! Is it too hard to ask!!" she screamed. It warmed my heart knowing she wants me. "Baby girl I am right over here" I said gently making her turn to look at me. Hurt and heartbreak filling her eyes.

"You came...?" she said feeling my face to see if she was imagining or not. I opened my arms for her making her jump and hug me clinging on me for her dear life.

"You aren't leaving me again. I won't let that happen." She sobbed in my chest as I held her close to me loving her presence.

"Katy please don't Cry. Please." I cooed stroking her hair. But I was no good. She was crying and sniffling, loud sobs escaping her mouth. This was ripping my soul apart. Shattering my heart into millions of pieces. Knowing that I could do nothing in this hard situation is heartbreaking.

"How can I not cry? People tell me things will get better but they never will!" she said taking a fistful of my shirt. "Having faith and trust that things can get better. If we work at it. Yes, we must trust in life getting better, but we must also do something, sitting here and crying won't help baby." I cooed kissing her head.

I stood up shifting her light body up and walking out of the kitchen, I walked in the living room and sat on the couch.

"We will work on this together" I said intertwining my fingers with hers. "Together and forever" she said back.

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