Fuckboy || Irwin

[11]

Hope's P.O.V

My eyes slowly fluttered open as the events from the last few days washed over my memory,giving me the shudders. I cringed at the thought of it all which then got me thinking,why didn't I have nightmares? I mean I've never had a nightmare in my life but I wanna know why. I shook the stupid thoughts from my head and attempted to get up but then realised I had a pair of arms wrapped securely around my waist. I could hear his gentle snores coming from behind me. I cracked a smile at the situation. I'm sat here cuddling with my crush.

"Ash? Ashton?" I shook him gently and watched him stir underneath me before his eyes peeled open,revealing the hazel colour I had grown to love. His eyes drooped slightly and his hand flicked up slightly,some covered his right eye. I brushed it out the way slowly before looking at him.

"Can you let me up please? I'm gonna make some waffles" Ashton lazily smiled before unwrapping his arms from around my waist. Butterflies fluttered everywhere even though we had lost contact. I trailed into the kitchen in hope of getting started on the waffles.

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"Yeah I know dude. Yes. I will,see you later" I could hear Ashton on the phone to what sounded like either Michael or Sam. I should go and see Luke today. I placed two waffles on each plate then drizzled chocolate sauce over the top with blueberries and strawberries over the side,along with a strawberry milkshake. Ashton walked in and his eyes widened at the sight of his breakfast,licking his lips fast he sat down straight away not forgetting to pick up the knifes and forks.

He handed me a knife and a fork before cutting his waffle up. He took a piece of it and threw it into his mouth,catching it successfully.

"So how'd you find everything?" Ashton asked taking a blueberry and munching on it quietly,occasionally taking a sip of drink. I noticed when he eats he likes to throw it in his mouth,instead of place it in his mouth.

"I'm a maid,nanny and part time chef" I shrugged casually before taking a sip of my milkshake. I took a bite of the strawberry and instantly fell in love. Strawberries are my favourite fruit indeed but these were.... Heavenly.

"Where do you but your strawberries?" I asked munching on another,then taking a bite of my cut up waffle. He shrugged slightly before taking once for himself,munching on it and letting heaven enter his mouth. He groaned in enjoyment before finishing up his food.

"I'm gonna go home today" I told him taking his plate to the dishwasher where I started to load it. I could hear him shuffling a lot behind me but I didn't think too much of it.

"Really? Why?" Ashton asked grabbing my hand gently and pulling me away from the dinner,the attitude of don't do my dishwasher. Your the guest. I giggled quietly to myself as he sat down and pulled me along with him.

"My mum and dad are probably worried sick,also I'm gonna see Lukey". I said without realising. I cursed to myself before feeling the tears well up in my eyes. Memories washed over from us when we were friends. What did I do wrong to ever deserve... This? Loosing Luke and Calum.

"Hope?" Ashton whispered tracing shapes on my hand. I let out a shaky breath before letting a tear finally slip down my cheek and fall,just for my luck it hit Ashton's hand.

"Hope?" He said again tightening his grip around me. I let myself fall deeper into his trap. His trap of getting close to someone,fucking them. Then leaving them. The olde fuck 'em then chuck 'em. He insists he has changed though.

"Can... Can we go and... See Luke?" I asked hopefully and from the corner of my eye I saw him nod which looked like a sad nod. I only ignored it and removed from his lap,letting the butterflies die down. He grabbed his keys and we made out way to see Luke.

This is probably the most crappiest chapter in this whole book so I'm am so sorry y'all had to read this. Eww I'm cringing right now. If you don't know I've been avoiding writing lately. I feel like I've lost my talent :-(

Anyway that doesn't mean I'm stopping writing. So if you didn't know I wrote a song called 'your a hoe' and it goes to the theme of frozen's let it go.

You look at me and what do you see,
I'm a good work of art,
And then I look over to you,
And I think I'm gonna barf.
Your legs are open and here's what I'm gonna say,
You need to shave cause it's a bit hairayyy.
You let them in you,
let them see,
Your not the good girl you are meant to be,
Conceal,
Don't feel,
Here's what I know,
Your a hoe.

Your a hoe,
Your a hoe,
You have lots of or-gas-mos (orgasmos [or-gaz-mos] another word for orgasm)
Your a hoe,
Your a hoe,
You suck hard down below,
And then you,
Swallow,
Mmmmmmmmm,
Do you like the way that cum tastes?

I have a second verse but y'know :) anyway I'm gonna close this up [just like this hoe should to with her legs]

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