Fuckboy || Irwin

[17]

Hope's P.O.V

Usually,by this time I would be asleep curled up in a little ball in the corner of my bed. Not today,today I am not only crying my eyes out but I am brainstorming ways to get Michael back.

Gently I pulled the sleeve of my hoodie forewords and dabbed my eyes,wiping away the tears that had previously built up. I'm not going to cry. It makes me weak. I let out a small,bitter and hurt chuckle.

"Why did I fall for the fuckboy?" I asked myself pulling my knees to my chest "I promised myself I wouldn't..."

Flashback...

6 years ago

I'm going on my first ever date tonight. At the age of 12 I'm going on my first ever date with the most popular boy in my class,Ashton Irwin. A smile spread across my cheeks as I looked beside me at my best friend Codie. She was stunning with long silky black hair and she had slender legs but she was a little short.

"Don't say I didn't warn you" Codie sighed looking at me with a side glance. Snapping out my bliss I looked at her

"If the worse comes to worse il let you say I told you so" I laughed and turned my head towards the wall. But hell,fuck,do I regret it.

My date was KISSING another girl

"You can say it now..." I whispered breaking down into tears

Never will I ever fall for the fuckboy again.

End of flashback

I screamed at the top of my lungs "GET OUT! Get out get out get out" I cried tugging on my hair. My mother rushed into the room panic written all over her face

"Honey?" Mum asked worriedly. Tears streamed down my cheeks as I slowly looked up at her. That's when I broke.

"Mummy" I cried "I want Calum back. I want everything to be like it was before"

"Before what...?" My mother asked hugging me

"Before I fell for the fuckboy"

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Ashton's P.O.V

My heart ached. I missed her already. I've done it. I've lost the bet,well not completely anyway. I still have a chance... but hell I've fucked that up.

I wiped my eyes and looked out to the ocean. Thinking back to not too long ago when I was here. Calum Hood died. Me,Ashton Irwin crying over something like that sounds pathetic but I've built it all up and that's that. I'm finally realising what I've lost. Not only have I lost my best friend but I lost one I love...

I lost Hope Farwoods and I'm never getting her back...

The next chapter will be the last chapter because I hardly ever update anymore but I think that's to do with everything that has happened and whatnot. Please vote and comment and I promise to update quicker...

Thank you all so so much xx