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Chapter Thirty-Four // Accidental Pregnancy and Future Talks

I woke up to arms around my waist tightly, soft kisses being planted on my collarbone.

I quieted my eyes open and saw Brendon. "Bren," I groaned.

"I'm sorry," Brendon smiled. "I'm claiming what only I can touch."

I laughed, kissing Brendon's forehead.

Brendon busted into laughter at me. "I love you, Mrs Urie," Brendon smiled.

"I love you, Mr Urie," I put my hands in Brendon's hair, messing with it.

Brendon smiled, his hands rubbing my bare skin on my waist.

"Are you still feeling bad?" Bren asked and I nodded into his chest. "It's been a week, what's going on?"

"I don't know," I shrugged.

"Have you gotten your period?" Brendon asked, and there was dead silence.

"....No," I answered.

"Uh Ellie," Brendon was shaking along with me.

"I can't be, we used protection," I stated.

"Yeah but it might have broken," Brendon replied and I stayed silent, hugging his chest.

"Last time we had sex was our anniversary, a month ago," I shook as the words exited my mouth.

"I'm calling Zack, hold on," Brendon reached for his phone and sat up.

"Hey man! Yeah I'm good, but Ellie and I are in need of something and I don't want to leave her alone," Brendon scratched the back of his neck.

"It's uh... a uh, um, pregnancy test," Brendon glanced at me.

There was silence on the call line. "Okay I know, I'll pay you back dude, thanks," Brendon hung up.

"Well he's going to get one right now," Brendon looked down at me, and I nodded. My stomach then swirled and I felt like I was going to vomit.

Brendon jumped up and ran to the corner of the room, running back and handing me the trash can.

"I'm fine," I sighed, and Brendon nodded with a worried look.

After a bit of Brendon looking at me confused of what to do, he moved his legs and patted between them.

"I- I uh know your back is hurting," Brendon stuttered and I looked at the spot, hesitantly moving over.

Brendon slowly put his hands on my back, pressing down on the area beside my backbone.

This was painfully awkward for both Brendon and I, not knowing if I am pregnant or not.

Brendon pressed his lips softly to the back of my neck. "It's okay, babe," Brendon assured.

I sat up, Brendon's arm wrapped around my waist, his head leaning on my shoulder.

After a bit of silence Brendon's phone buzzed.

"Zack's here, I'll be right back," Brendon kissed my cheek.

Brendon rushed back with a bag from Walmart.

Brendon sat beside me and pulled out a box. "Zack got the most expensive one just to be sure," Brendon sighed, handing me a box of two pregnancy tests worth $13.47.

"Uh, okay," I looked at the directions. "Brendon, what if I am?" I turned and Brendon's face turned pale.

"I- I uh don't know," Brendon admitted. "But I'm not going anywhere."

I nodded, feeling a bit better about the situation.

"Okay, I'm going to go take it," I turned to Brendon and he nodded.

Brendon leaned over and kissed my lips gently. "I'm right here."

I walked into the bathroom and closed the door behind me.

I did my business and put the lid on the test.

I washed my hands and opened the door, the test still on the counter.

Brendon stood up and ran his hand through his messy hair. "So?" He asked and I looked at my feet.

"I haven't looked at it yet," I answered and Brendon nodded.

Brendon walked into the bathroom while I stood against the wall.

"Ellie?" Brendon popped around the corner and sighed.

Brendon handed me the test and I read the little message on it.

Pregnant ( 3-4 weeks )

I looked at Brendon and he gave me a concerned look. "I'm pregnant," I mumbled and Brendon nodded.

I felt my legs shaking.

I began falling and Brendon caught be before I hit the ground.

Brendon sat on the ground, me in his arms, crying on his shoulder.

"El- Ellie, it's okay," Brendon rubbed my back. "We're going to be okay."

I nodded, gripping on Brendon's shirt.

"You're about to go on tour, next month Brendon," I sniffled, and he rubbed my back.

"I- I know, we'll figure something out and maybe you can come along," Brendon replied and I shook my head.

"I don't want to anger everyone," I responded.

"You won't," Brendon chuckled. "They'll just love you more Ellie."

"No, I can't," I sighed. "Breezy didn't."

"The girls will help you, and so will your family and my family, we're going to be alright, and we'll find an actual house," Brendon stated.

"I don't want to be pregnant and married," I shook my head.

"Then you won't be," Brendon kissed the top of my head. "And we're getting older, why not have kids now? I mean yeah, it was an accident, but I was too."

I began laughing and Brendon did too. "And they'll be great, they can attend our wedding," Brendon smiled and I nodded.

I backed away from Brendon for a minute and he had a faint smile. "We'll be okay, and the baby will have the best parents ever, and you know that," Brendon kissed my lips gently.

Brendon texted Zack thanks, while I got ready to Skype call my family, then Brendon's.

"Want anything?" Brendon asked and I shrugged.

"I'll make tea," I got up and before I could step a foot in the kitchen Brendon stopped me.

"I'll get it," Brendon smiled and I rolled my eyes.

"I'm one month pregnant, it's fine," I laughed, continuing to walk in the kitchen but Brendon stopped me again.

"I need practice," Brendon smirked.

"But I want to take advantage of being mobile while I can," I laughed and Brendon sighed.

I ended up making tea and walking back to my laptop.

"Okay my family then yours?" I asked Brendon and he nodded, wrapping his arm around my waist so he could rub small circles on my stomach.