August 20, 2013
Dear Charlie,
I didn't know that today was the 20th. And this scares me because I let something go without even realizing it. If I told you what I did you would think that I was an awful person. So I'm just going to say that I forgot about someone and now they're gone. For who knows how long. And they might not come back. But I hope he does.
And now that you know that I'm talking about a 'he', I just want you to know that it has nothing to do with love. Because love hasn't actually really happened to me yet. And I'm somewhat thankful for this but yet I'm wishful for it. Because being alone sucks. No matter your reason for it or how long you are alone it really does suck. And I know that you would agree.
I know a lot of beautiful people though, that aren't alone. Well, I've seen a lot of beautiful people. And then I just see a bunch of faces. Emotionless faces. Empty hearted faces. Faces of those who could care less about you. And those faces are not just sad, but they are also very empty. And they are empty because they've dumped all of there shit on someone else. Causing others to have to worry if they would get picked on or not. And eventually the people that do get picked on, get tired of it and they dump their shit on another guy. It's a stupid cycle really. I don't know why people can't just smile, and be nice, and help someone else, or do other beautiful things. Because just being another emotionless face has got to suck more than being alone. Right?
Love always, Alia
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