Hidden Love ~ Liam and Victoria

Do I care?

Liam's POV

UGHHHHH!

The loud volume of the Television downstairs just ruined my supposed-to-be unending sleep. Do they even care about my own privacy? I bet not, I've been living for them for almost 6 years now, I mean the boys are actually great but please, once you get to know them more just pack all of your things and stay away from them as soon as possible but that wouldn't be me, I couldn't do that and it's still bagging me about Zayn leaving us.

But, I really don't blame him for doing that unexpected move of him, I think it's for the best, he needed to take off of his image here in the band and start a new life and career, I miss him, all of us. And one of the disadvantages of him leaving the band was, some of our fans committed suicide about the issue, and that was the fact tragedy of all, I feel them a lot.

Now, stop all of the drama and I had to stop them right now. They were such an immature lads.

I got up from my bed and let the light took over me. I headed downstairs where they were actually watching the TV, can you believe that? In this very early morning, I guess?

"Guys, could you please stop doing that in every morning? And please, could you keep the volume down of that TV 'cause whatever you're watching, I don't really care!" I yelled to them so that they could realize that I need some privacy, it's getting old.

"Oh sure you do and look who do we have here?" Louis blabbered with his annoying high-pitched voice, could he just low his voice then for once. By the time that Niall and Louis glued their eyes on TV, I slowly followed them and just my luck, it was Victoria Justice.

Wait, I didn't mean it that way. I mean, she's gorgeous the way she is and of course I always admire her beautiful life but being her celebrity crush, please I couldn't decide since she said that I'm his celebrity crush and I still remember the interview that she had. I was certainly broke because of my relationship with Sophia, she was the greatest girlfriend that I ever had and I always love her. Maybe I have some feelings for Victoria for some reasons because the way she introduce me to the media, it's just a great feeling and I sensed also that she's a strong person by the time that she and her boyfriend just called it a quits. For the record, she never gave up on me since in 2012, she wasn't even aware if who am I dating with because she know that one day she'll have me. But the question is, what if her feelings for me is actually fading? Does she really love me or it's just kind of a feeling? And what if I'm technically falling for her? Woah there, there's too much to think about right now.

I was snapped out when one of the hosts of Good Morning America talked with her serious tone.

"Last year, you just got broke from your last ex boyfriend and we're so sorry about that, we know that you are a strong person."

And suddenly, Victoria simply replied with her overwhelming smile. 

 "Yeah it's okay, thank you for caring and also thanks to the people who helped me to moved on and those people are my precious fans, you guys are the best, you know that." 

See, as I told you, she's a strong person no matter what even her own background, nothing can stop her.

  "We guessed that you totally moved on, so, how about this, tell us about your crush or celebrity crush. Is it him still?" 

Wow, seriously? And now, I was involved again, How exciting, right?

"Woah Liam, this is the best part right now!" Louis shouted that could break my eardrums in no time and Niall just nodded in response, he was actually smiling the whole time. Just wow.

"Yes, still him, I guess. I mean, we barely meet each other and I really want to know him better but I guess, I couldn't reach that far as I know. And also, I've been thinking that I should stop crushing on him because I know that we'll never ever be together."  She uttered through the crowd and that time, the crowd was louder this time.

"The world may never know Victoria Justice." I spat it out and the two just narrowed their eyes on me. What? you guys were so slow.

"Seriously? Well, you still have a chance."  Josh just talked in nowhere. He really got me this time, he know me. Maybe, we have a chance together, Victoria.

 "Do you have something to say for your celebrity crush? I mean, a warm greet?"  This was it, her own voice and true feelings, just spit it out Justice.

"Okay I'll do it. Hey Liam Payne, I know you know me because we barely see each other and I want you to know that you are a great guy, I swear. I know , it's a little bit annoying now that I'm still saying that you are my celebrity crush but I guess I should stop it now, I'm also contented that we're friends and I just want you to notice that. Have a good day!"  The whole time she was saying those words, her face was full of enthusiasm but between her words, I felt the sadness and loneliness on her. Should I punish myself right now because I am hurting someone that I didn't care that much even though I was being nice.

Niall turn off the TV and both of them were facing me right now.

"You have to do something, mate. You're not too late if you know what I mean." Niall just hit me with his words again even he didn't have his true love yet.

"Yeah right. I mean, she's been there for you, being your admirer for almost 4 years Liam. You may never know, you two are just perfect for each other." Louis uttered those words with his brows wiggling at the same time. God, these two were disgusting.

"You know what guys, I do not care okay, she's just wasting her time then and now she made the right decision." I vanished from them and walked towards the kitchen. I sat on the chair and started thinking about those things.

I guess, I'm too late. She said those things that she made sure about her feelings for me that should be gone starting now. Why didn't I notice her true feelings for me if she's the one for me? UGH! I was horrible to her, I wasn't even nice. Maybe, some of our little talks were just nothing to me but for her, it was a big deal. She's an unbelievable person, she stayed strong even though she was hurting at the same time. And I bet that if someone like her would be her man then their relationship would be perfect and strong and that's exactly the opposite of me. We do see each other but I didn't really care and now that it's too late, do I care about her now? 

Do I? I don't know, some of my thoughts were saying yes.

 I looked up and face the white ceiling. Suddenly, I have an idea that could make her life more happy and a little worry for me. I picked my phone from my pocket and tapped the twitter app, I started tweeting.

@Real_Liam_Payne: Hey @VictoriaJustice ! How are you doing, love?

That's what I tweeted, I don't care if what people say about that, I just want her to know that I care about her right now. I hope she'd get more better and happier because I know that I am not too late, we are not too late.

Hey hey hey! This chapter is kind of short

         so hope you like it for now. This vacation is crazy! Summer time!