Today seems to be a better off day than those I usually have. It's so cold, atleast I have coffee, but only one cup, that's all I have. I am so behind on paying my bills. There's no light, no electricity, no hot water, no nothing.It's filthy and stinking in my flat, the caretaker threatend to throw me out.
"Why me ? I can't believe I'm talking to myself right now, this is just, ahhhgg" I sighted. I walked towards my bed, I just fell down with my face towards the pillow and sighted again "fúck" I shouted into the pillow, and só I fell asleep.
"Ahhhh!!" I shouted, "Elizabeth, that was just another dream, oh! Now she's talking to herself again" I said and stood up shaking my head. Arguing with myself is like a hobby. Most of the time I just sit infront of my back window and watch the days passing by. I don't cry anymore, I have no tears left anymore.
"I'm such a wreck" I said, as I stared into my own eyes in the mirror. The bags under my eyes just look horrible. "I hate you. What am I still doing in this misarable world ?" I looked down while rolling my eyes. A thought ran as fast as a bullet cole trough my head. "Presice! That's it! The right thing, finally something to make everything better!" I ran for a knife and a few pills. "Well who would care anyway ?"
Suddenly in more than a year and a half there's a knock on the door...
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CHAPTER ONE
Gizem / GerilimElizabeth (Lizzy) believes in fait, destiny until she finds herself between nowhere and just nowhere ? Life just has absolutally no point for Elizabeth it has to end. Dave seem like a normal guy, he seems só nice. He has a secret, something unknown...
