Niki lives the dream

"You said you loved me"

I got out of his house, running away from his direction, tears streaming down my face.

We were so cute. But I guess I wasn’t too good for him. He’s Justin Bieber, who was I kidding? Of course I had no chances. Of course he’d choose Selena instead of a 15 year old girl. But he used to say he loved me. And he showed it. Only one word was in my head

Why?

Why did this happen?

If he wanted to end it with me he could just discuss it instead of lying!

Perhaps he wasn’t “cheating”. He probably just went at her place as a friend. I wouldn’t bother very much if he had told me. But he lied, telling me he’d meet Scooter. And, also he wouldn’t lie if it was just an innocent meet with a friend.

But ex’s never can be considered as friends.

It’s his fault. Not mine or Selena’s.

When I finally stop crying and started breathing normally again, I made my way back home.

I got locked in my bedroom, started crying again. He was tweeting about how much fun he had at Selena’s house, with selfies of them.

Why did he hurt me so much?

Then I posted some of the selfies we had taken that morning, cuddling on my bed

“I gave you everything babe, well everything I had to give”

"You said you loved me. Why did this happen to us"

I couldn’t handle it, I started crying. Perhaps Justin saw it because he stopped tweeting amusing stuff.

“Im depressed”

After a minute, he called me.

I rejected his call but he called me again

“Hello?” I said with my nose running

“Niki..”

“What is it?”

“I’m sorry”

“As I told you before…don’t be. Now it’s done, you can’t change the past. Just tell me…did you ever love me?”

“Niki”

“Did you ever love me, Justin?”

“Yes. I did.”

“So now you don’t”

“No, Niki, listen..”

“Bye Justin”

“Niki”

“What”

“Is it…over?”

“I guess.” I said biting my lip, trying to hold my tears, without success.

“Are you crying?”

“What Im I supposed to do? Party?”

“No,hey, Im sorry. I know I hurt you”

“But you don’t do much to make me feel better. Bye Justin. I really love you, but it seems you didn’t appreciate it. I’m forever embarrassed!”

And I hung up before he could say anything.

I closed the laptop, crying rivers and I covered my screams with my pillow.

That’d be a long night.