Little girl's strife

part 7- an angel calling the wind of change

my heart started beatting faster and faster as I getted near the seller ; near the apple !! I m going to have a heart attack ! I hesitated for a minute but I had no other choice ! oh god please be with me !

I took a breath then grabed the apple and ran as fast as I can , as the wind roared announcing the race's beginning ! I could hear the seller cursing , insulting me ... who cares anyway ?! let him die ! wait a minute someone is chasing after me ; I can hear his footsteps ! I need speed to survive  !! faster !! faster ...suddenly ; he pushed me with all his body and both of us are down ... he is laying on me ;I cant move .. I m finished ; I sighed

I turned hardly my head   to see the little devil ; the handsome one ; he was grabing my hands tightly so I cant escape ! I told u ;  didnt I ? they are all monsters - the kid s monster can only be a monster too -

- u re ..... fast ... he said taking a breath ; I can hear his heartbeatings ; feel his breath warming my  cheeks ; smell his .... what am I doing !

- u re heavy ; I said ; get away from me !

he smirked ,

- lend me the apple first , stealer !

oh no I cant do that !! if I do it my bro will ... a tear dropped from my eye and suddenly the kid backed up ??

- hey dont make me feel as the bad guy here ... I didnt do anything to u ;; he said irritatingly

I stood up as he let go of me , what s going on here ? I cant understand , he care about me?

- I won't lend u the apple !

he stared a minute then sighed ;

- what a headache ! ok ! take it ..I dont want it anymore !

- what ?

-are u deaf ? take it before I change my mind !

thats not supposed to happen ? ! that s not the rules ! he is a cheater ! a great cheater ! in the game there is only hatred and ....deception ! yeah ! thats it , he must be deceiving me ! he is walkiing ; leaving ? how can he leave in the middle of the game ? that ain't right !

he was walking away when I interrupted him :

- why are doing that ?

he turned :

- doing what ?

- letting me go ?? with the apple ?

- it s just an apple ! dont make a big fuss ! we re not that poor either !

my mind went blank , he is sympathizing me ! my heart ached a little .... how pity ! I m a beggar ... a beggar ! my eyes clouded with tears !

do u know what  it feels like to be a beggar ? a beggar ! feeling small , neglected ! hit me to death but dont make me a beggar ! beat me ! scold me ! insult me ! but beggar no ! I dont want to live with a heartbreak , with my head down ;with...... no , for my bro , I will be everything , I will do anything , I will endure the world ..... I need to !

- hey ! thats a debt so be sure to turn it back ! he shouted suddenly as if he sensed what I felt !  ?

- I promise !  one day I will pay u back  ! u hear me ?!! I shouted back

he smirked and without saying a word , he was just gone,

I sighed ! I m no beggar ! I m indebted !!!! just indebted ! u hear ! I m no beggar so keep ur sympathy !

''the girl said goodbye with her heart , with her soul to the little prince , the little angel ; something within her was fading and he gave it back to her , the wind of change was blowing in her heart , blazing a small  flame was about to vanish ; his shine melted the glace   ''

how can I pay him back ?I'm insane ! I don't even know why did I say that  ?  I've nothing ,, I'm nothing but one day I will pay back my debt for sure , something is telling me that , I don't know what it is , but the feeling was so strong to resist , was it a mere ray of hope? I really don't know ;But  it was just amazing , he was amazing !!

'' in the dark world , among the monsters and demons rised an angel to proove his existence , the existence of hope , kindness and life!! ''