Journal ni Dreamer <3

Article # 1

Dear Journal,

     Hi. Feel kong magsulat ng article tungkol sa PEG-EBEG. Eto kasi sitwasyon ko ngayon eh. I'm sure maraming tatamaan dito kaya please, ilag-ilag 'din 'pag may time.. Alam niyo naman, ayokong makasakit ng damdamin kasi mababawasan ang pagiging mabait at pagka-cute ko... Ikaw ba Journal? Naranasan mo na bang umibig? Magka-crush? Magka-impatso-- este infatuation? Magka-juleleng? Aba. Ikaw Journal ahh. 'Di ka nagsasabi. :/ Anyway, hold your panties... JOKE. Just brace yourselves. ^_^ Eto naa! tentenententeneneeen!!!

                                               Burdens of Love

     If your happiness is his happiness, and if his happiness is being with someone else, can you give your happiness for his happiness’ sake? If your answer is “YES”, well, you totally love him. Because of your case / situation / burden, and your burden is your happiness. That’s for the person you love, but for that person you love, your happiness had no value. It hurts that that what you feel for him is that the same way what you feel… Well, not for you but FOR SOMEBODY ELSE! He’s hurting, you’re hurting. He’s crying, you’re crying. He smiles, you smile. He’s the source of your happiness while the source of his happiness is someone else. You both love the person that didn't loved you. Why don’t you love yourselves? “Why did you love her? Why she?” It’s the same thing he asks unto himself. “Why did you love him?” BECAUSE YOU GUYS ARE BOTH STUPID! They say that LOVING is just STUPIDITY. THAT’S NOT FUCKING TRUE BROOOOO! It’s the person’s choice if he / she’ll be stupid but it doesn't mean that if you love someone, you’re stupid. Why? IT’S YOUR F*CKING CHOICE IF YOU’LL F*CKING FOOL YOURSELF OR NOT. You have a brain right? It’s functioning well so why not use it? Love us is blind? INSAAAAAANE! Love doesn't have eyes right? But the PERSON do have! Lucky if the one you chose to be loved, loved you the same way. Same wavelength, do have chemistry and biologically compatible. Equals. Perfect match right? What if not?

     What if you guys are like MAGNET? Magnet? It should attract right? But not. You two are the North Pole and South pole on one magnet. OPPOSITE. Even if you cut it into half, you guys are still north and south poles. On the other end, you became bits; you can’t be separated so you could be mixed. Other magnet? Sure.  North and South Pole. But you guys, NO, because you guys are both ends. It’s like this; opposite poles attract but badly that you guys are opposite poles but you’re on the same part. You part yourselves but you can’t be together. Get my point? Not? Ah, whatever (and you can merely kill yourself right away.) If you didn't get my point, find a magnet that is straight; find the north and south pole. Look if you can make it to be attracted  even if they’re not. Again, you did your best to be together but NOTHING HAPPENED. I have a better plan; WAKE UP TO THE REALITYY! He doesn't love you and you cannot be together! So don’t dream that to be crazy for another crazy like him. Don’t miss the opportunity that a “new” someone asks. Because if you’ll love someone that doesn't care, maybe there’s a little love but your heart isn't in his heart! A quote says; “It hurts to love someone who doesn't give you time of day but what will hurt you  more is to realize that someone you don’t give the time of day loved you and gave up because you love someone else.”

     Oh 'dibuuuhh? Lakas maka-amerikana ano? Naka-dalawang kahon kasi ako sa pagsinghot ng sapatos kaya 'ganun... So, eto ang tanong. Ba't ang kuripot niyo magbigay ng votes? Pshh. Nakakatampo. HAHA! Demanding. xD Anyway, Gudbye.

- Dreamer ♥