The World Is Ugly But You're Beautiful To Me

Never again and never again

Gerard had fixed me up we decided not to go to the party but I would sneak to his house and stay for a while since he didn't want me to get hurt.
I had put some clothes and stuff into a bag and left without telling my father I wouldn't be back for a week or so but I'd done it before and he didn't care plus he would call if he wanted me back.
"Ready to go?" Gerard smiled at me
"Yeah," I returned the smile as he walked up and kissed me. We walked down the stairs Gerard held my bag as we walked down my father stood at the door looking pissed off.
"Ella, why are you taking a big bag to a part?" He yelled and I just kept on walking I got to the door and he held it shut.
"Let me out," I spoke firmly
"You ungrateful bitch," he shouted and raises his hand but Gerard stopped him from hitting me.
"Don't!" Gerard shouted back and my father let go of the door to hit Gerard.
"DAD!" I screamed as I pushed him away I had never fought back before but he was about to hurt him again and I wasn't dealing with it.
"ELLA YOU BITCH!" He went to hit me but I kicked him away and Gerard pulled me outside as I slammed the door.
"Are you okay?" Gerard asked
"I'm fine, are you okay?" I asked
"I'm fine come on before he comes out," he picked me up unexpectedly and carried me to his car before putting me in the passengers seat and running around to the drivers side after putting my bag in the booth
I looked at the house for a second and saw my father at the window staring out at me but I turned to Gerard quickly and he saw my tears readying themselves and he kissed me pulling himself closer to me.

***

We pulled up to Gerard's house he smiled and grabbed my bag before I could get out of the car, we got to the door and I stopped.

"Gee isn't Mikey you brother?" I asked

"Yeah he is but I live on my own no surprise with this house eh?" we laughed and he opened the door before picking me up bridal style and walking in kicking the door shut and sitting me on the couch.

"Gerard motherfucker where are you?" I heard a familiar voice shout as the door slammed shut Frank turned the corner to see me and he looked worried. "El what happened?" he asked hugging me.

"Eh... it was just my eh... I fell that's all," I smiled but Frank didn't buy it.

"El have I ever told you how shit you are at lying?" he smiled as he sat on the couch beside me.

"About thirty-three times thirty-four counting this one," I said quietly "but you normally punched me in the face after that so I guess this is a first," I let out a slight laugh.

"El what happened?" he asked 

"My Father," I let a tear run down my cheek but Frank wiped it away and before I could register he had kissed me, WHAT THE FUCK HE KISSED ME. I pulled away and whispered.

"I'm dating Gerard," Frank stared at me and smiled.

"I know that," he sat back but before I could speak he was kissing me again but full power, this time, he wasn't letting go and was pulling me into it... but I kinda liked it but I didn't I knew I liked Gerard and I knew he liked me. He sat up and pulled himself back and let me sit up before Gerard walked back from the bathroom.

"Hey motherfucker," Gerard pushed his shoulder and looked at me"what's wrong, E?" he asked and I realised my face was pale.

"Nothing I just don't feel too good," I lied and he looked worried.

"Do you want to go up to my room and get some rest?" he asked and I nodded "first room on your right," he smiled and I returned it before walking up to his room and collapsing onto his bed.

***

I woke up to the door opening but instead of Gerard Frank walked in and immediately launched to kiss me I was in shock and couldn't move from the way he was holding me, I tried to speak in between kisses he was planting on me. 

"Frank stop," I managed to get out but he kept on kissing me as I tried to push him off Gerard walked in as I spoke again. "Frank get off...please," I repeatedly pushed him but he kept on coming back until I felt his weight fall off me. "Gee!" I hugged him tightly for protection and he hugged me back.

"Frank what the fuck?" he asked calmly but anger slipped into his voice.

"She asked me to kiss her, dude," he lied and I buried my face into Gerard's jumper as he hugged me.

"I'm sassy, not stupid," Gerard spoke still holding me close "Get out, Frank," Gerard ordered but in a flash Gerard was on the floor knocked out and Frank was back kissing me, I tried to scream but I couldn't Frank picked me up still kissing me but he broke off for a second. 

"I've always liked you, El but I can't express things well," he spoke softly

"Frank do something for me?" I started "get the fuck off of me," I pushed him and he fell to the ground I instantly fell beside Gerard as something hit me on the head... I landed in his arms and looked up to see Frank standing above me.

"I really do love you, El," he said before everything went black.

***

I woke up with Frank's arms around me and nearly screamed thinking he was trying to kill me but I realised that Gerard was sitting on the couch across from me, maybe it was just a bad dream it had to be.

"E!" Gerard shouted as he saw me wake up "you woke up screaming are you okay?" he asked... it was a dream thank shit.

"Yeah," I looked at him scared at the thought that Frank had kissed me before I went to bed...that part wasn't a dream.