The World Is Ugly But You're Beautiful To Me

Too many questions and not enough answers

Gee and I sat up until five in the morning watching horror movies which I fell asleep during since I was sick, or maybe I wasn't...all I knew was that Frank kissed me while I was with Gerard and he knew it.
I woke up with a pain in my chest Gerard wasn't in bed with me but there was a note on the pillow beside me.

E,
had to go to the studio I'll be back around eight o'clock Frank is coming over to take care of you don't miss me too much haha
Love,
            G

Frank was coming over...shit  I wanted Gee here or Mikey or even Ray I don't care just not Frank after last night what would we say?

"El are you up?" I heard Frank as he opened the door to the bedroom.
"Yeah," I mumbled scared of what was going to happen.
"Listen I'm sorry about last night I wasn't thinking and I was kind of drunk," he smiled before sitting on my bed.
"It's okay just leave it," I smiled back
"Seriously I hurt you and the I kiss you when you're with my best friend, I'm an asshole and I'm seriously sorry," he took my hand
"Frank I get it I forgive you," I smiled again.
"Hey do you want to break the rules a bit and get some ice-cream?" He said deviously and I burst out laughing.
"Yeah let me put on some clothes," I laughed before grabbing some clothes and putting them on while he was turned away. I heard him giggle like a little girl at a sleepover.
"What's so funny?" I turned around holding my top.
"Nothing," he turned around and his smile faded.
"What?" I looked down and saw the bruises on my stomach and turned away.
"El you don't have to hide them," he walked over and hugged me tightly.
"Thanks," I smiled and let a tear roll down my cheek before wiping it away.
"Ella what's that?" He asked pointing to the cut on my side.
"He uh hit me with a bottle of vodka while I was getting ready for bed," I said truthfully.
"El," he hugged me again and kissed my cheek.
"Sorry," he pulled away realising he had kissed my cheek I just smiled and pulled him back into he hug. "You should get ready and we can get ice cream," he smiled and I shoved on my top before shouting.
"I'll chase you to the car!" I ran like the wind and he followed .
I bet him obviously I was really quick when it comes to running.
"Shit!" he shouted falling into me which pushed me into the car, I burst out laughing and so did he.

***

After we had got some ice cream Frank and I went to the cinema, Frank dragged me into
"Star Wars The Force Awakens" since I hadn't seen it yet. We sat at the back and by the end of he movie I was practically in the seat in front of me.
"Good movie?" Frank smirked and I slid down a bit more smiling back.
"Uh huh," I smiled and Frank pulled me up.
"Shit we'd better get back its nearly half seven!" Frank picked me up and ran while I laughed my head off.

***
We got back and I shoved on some pyjamas and went down stairs by Frank's orders and he had sweets scattered all over the table. He turned to me and smiled as he put in a movie and jumped head first into the couch.
"You moron!" I laughed as he rubbed his head and burst out laughing.
Half way into the movie I screamed and jumped into Frank's arms hiding my face from the girl on the TV. The door opened and in came Gerard he laughed at me screaming before walking over and hugging me.
"Hey beautiful," he smiled as he picked me up.
"Hey Gee," I blushed when he called me beautiful and I saw him smile.
"Did you and Frank have a good day?" He asked and me and Frank turned before laughing our heads off. "What? What did you do?" Gerard smirked.
"Oh nothing just watched a couple movies that's all," Frank said laughing.
"Okay I don't want to know," Gerard laughed.

***
"E?" Gerard shook me to wake me up I opened my eyes to see him lying beside me. "It's your mother," he started and I felt my heart slide to my throat "she...she passed away E, she was murdered" I felt my heart tear in half and let tears run down my face.
"What?" I slipped into silence
"E I'm so sorry," he hugged me and I realised something... She would've been at the house tonight she came back from Tokyo.
"Motherfucker," I stood on the bed and stormed to the car, Gee followed and sat in the passengers seat.
"E where are we going?" He asked and I felt tears hit my thighs.
"My dads house," I whispered.
"Why?" He asked
"He killed her," I spoke barley audible.
"What?" We pulled up to the house and I flung myself out and stormed in the door and into the living room, surely enough my dad was drunk on the chair.
"Ella you came back!" He shouted before standing up trying to hug me but I slapped him in the face "HOW DARE YOU!" He yelled before going to slap me, I stopped him and shouted at him.
"YOU MOTHERFUCKER YOU KILLED MUM!" I saw him realise that I knew and he tried to hit me with a bottle of whiskey but Gerard stepped in and grabbed it off of him.
"I don't like you," he yelled
I spoke up. "GOOD!" He slapped me and Gerard flipped out punching him in the face at least seven or eight times.
"Gee that's enough," I regretted saying it "we should go to the police station," I went on and he stood up.
"STOP!" He yelled at me and grabbed my wrist, Gerard went to punch him but he knocked him out with one hit I screamed and tried to kick him but I lost all will and he knocked me out as well.