The World Is Ugly But You're Beautiful To Me

Life Is But A Dream For The DEAD

Ella's POV
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I was still wrapped in his arms I kept my eyes closed I was too afraid to move.
"Put the gun down," I heard Frank's voice and realised what was happening.
"Put the damn gun down." Gerard spoke angrily.
"Make me," I heard the trigger click and fell to the floor, there was a pool of blood but it wasn't mine. I looked around to see Mikey on the floor with a gun shot wound to his arm.
"MIKEY!" I yelped and crawled over to him trying to help him up against the wall.
"It's okay," he said quietly.
"Mikey are you okay?" Tears rolled down my face as I saw him bleeding.
"It's okay," he hugged me and I put my hands on his arm trying to stop the blood.
"MIKEY!" Gerard yelled and ran over trying to stop the blood I took my hands away and cried at the blood on my hands.
"E!" Frank hugged me as I stared at my hands with blurred vision.
My dad stood in shock before I stood up and punched him in the face I kept on going until he was on the floor with blood on his face.
"E," Frank pulled me back and hugged me causing me to stop hitting him. I pushed him away to talk to my Dad.
"YOU BASTARD!" I grabbed his collar and pulled him up "IF YOU EVER TOUCH MY FRIENDS I WILL MAKE SURE YOU NEVER WALK AGAIN!" Frank pulled me back again and stopped my threats, he was only using one hand but he was still really strong.
"MIKEY!" Gerard shouted I grabbed my phone and called 9-1-1
"34 Crown Street!" I spoke shakily "I need ambulances and police I just need help," I shook and Frank took the phone off of me .
"Yes," he started "thank you," he hung up the phone and hugged me calming me down.
"They're coming E," he smiled
"Thanks," I heard my dad stand up and pushed him back down staring at him "don't move," I spoke strictly.
"Little bitch," he muttered and I saw Frank's face get angry, he punched him and started.
"You piece of shit, you abuse your daughter kill your wife and if that wasn't enough lock your daughter and her boyfriend in the basement, axe their friend in the arm and shoot another one of their friends, you are in humane." He stared him in the eye and my Dad stared back.
"Frank leave it there," I whispered and he obeyed walking over to me. "Gee how's Mikey?" I asked still afraid to look.
"I'm okay E," Mikey answered and I turned to see him bleeding with Gee holding his arm.
"Mikes I'm so sorry," I pleaded for his acceptance of my apology.
"It's not your fault," he said painfully
"It is, it should've been me," I let another tear fall and silence covered the room.
"E don't say that," Mikey whispered through the pain of the bullet.
"It's true though," more tears fell from my eyes and I felt Frank wrap his arms around me and hold me as I cried I turned but his arms never let go, I faced him and he pulled me into the hug as I buried my face in his chest while he cradled me back and forth.
Soon enough the room filled with blue and red lights and the sound of sirens I watched as the ambulance took Mikey and Gerard in and ambulance and then Frank and I left to the hospital as well.

In hospital

Frank held my hand as he got his arm stitched up, it wasn't deep enough to leave a scar but he still got stitches to keep it closed.
"Ow!" Frank yelped as the doctor finished.
"Are you alright?" I asked
"I am not o fucking kay," he laughed as I hugged him "c'mon let's get to Mikey and Gerard," he smiled and took me to the room they had been taken to.
"Hey Mikes," I smiled as he looked up at me "how are you doing?" I asked
"I'm okay how are you two?" He asked and I smiled before nodding to assure we were both doing well "good," he smiled at us.
"Where's Gee?" I smiled and Mikey pointed behind me before speaking,
"He went to the café," he smiled.
"I'm going to go and get him," I smiled and walked out as I reached the café I saw Gerard but he wasn't on his own... He was practically on top of another girl making out with her. I stood in silence knowing I had done the same with Frank so I couldn't get mad, I had no right.
"Gerard, when you're done getting that girl pregnant, you're brothers waiting for you," I said with pain in my voice, I couldn't get mad at him.
"E?- I eh... It's just," he stuttered
"It's okay... I done the same with Frank," I said but I realised I was subconsciously trying to hurt him and stopped myself before it got too far.
"What?" He asked and I stared at him.
"But now we both done it so I can't get mad at you... I done it," I felt a tear and walked away to get to the room but Gerard grabbed my wrist as I got to the corridor, he turned me around and stared in silence.
"You slept with Frank?" He asked angrily
"Wait you slept with that girl?" I asked pain creeping into my voice.
"Yeah and you slept with Frank," he spoke slipping louder and louder.
"No we kissed- made out but that was when I thought he was going to die and he kissed me first I just kept going... Which wasn't right and I'm sorry I let myself go too far but you slept with her?" I saw his face go check white "you slept with her," I whispered.
"Yeah I slept with her, I'm sorry E it was me and all me you can't blame Su," my heart shattered... Su was my cousin that son of a butch slept with my cousin! I calmed myself down and though about it in a different way.
I made out with his best friend.
"S-Su?" I muttered.
"You didn't know it was Su did you?" he  saw me welling up and hugged me.
"Gerard you slept with my cousin while dating me... And I made out with your best friend while dating you," I stated "we're hurting each other unintentionally and it's killing me," he wiped a tear away from my face and I saw Frank walk out the room, he saw me and Gerard hugging and walked in the opposite direction, he must think I didn't love him or something. "I need to go," I wiped the tears away and ran for Frank Gerard shouted on me.
"Where are you going?" He yelled
"I'll explain later," I shouted back as I skidded around the corner but Frank was no where to be seen.
I knew something was going to happen...