Thoughts

Don't Say That

"I love you."
What?
No, this can't be right.
You've made a mistake.
I'm not worth the time.
I'm not worth your effort.
I'm too much to handle.
Too much to deal with.
"I still love you."
Please don't say that.
I'm a disaster.
I'm crazy.
I'm a monster.
You'll get hurt.
I can't hurt more people.
I've done enough damage.
"I love you, nothing can change that."
I love you so much.
But please don't say that.
You haven't seen me at my worst.
I promise you'll leave.
I'm too much
I understand that.
Please
Don't love me.
I'll get too attached.
My heart will break again
Once you leave.
Because you will leave.
Everyone does.