Thoughts

What if I'm too Far Gone?

I'd always talk about that place.

The line.

The edge.

I'd say I felt too close.

I didn't want to step off.

But the days are long.

And they seem to drag.

They hurt.

And I want them to stop.

I felt myself getting closer.

You said you were proud that I hadn't gone over.

But how will you feel

When I tell you it feels like I have?

You might

Hate me.

Resent me.

Be disappointed.

How can I face that?

But it's too late.

I've stepped over the edge.

And I've shattered.

I'm broken.