Fan of a Fan (A Chris Brown Story)

Chapter 1

3 Years Ago; 18 Years Old

I sighed as I looked at myself in the mirror. "Why couldn't I just be a little smaller?" I thought to myself. Weight had always been a issue for me. Since elementary school, I had began to gain weight. My parents thought it was cute, who doesn't love a chubby 1st grader? Apparently, other kids didn't. The weight continue to pack through my middle & high school days. I would get teased and called names I don't dare to repeat. Little by little I began to break down. At one point I got a eating disorder, I almost died in the emergency room at 18 years old. Thats when it all became real. I loved my life, I loved my family, and I had a lot to live for. Right the and there in the ER bed I decided as soon as I got out of here, I'd be headed for fat camp.

When fat camp was over I had lost a combined weight of 260 lbs. I felt a lot better. Not just physically, but mentally as well. Even though I still wasn't comfortable in my new body, I actually started to love myself.

Present Day; 21 Years Old

"Hmmm. What to wear?" I said scanning my closet as I listened to Chris Brown. I have loved Chris Brown since his lisp & Run It. Humming 'Sweetheart' I finally decided on some black leggings, a white V-Neck, Cement 3s, and my Miami Heat Snapback. "Simple & cute," I thought. Just as I was done with my hair the doorbell rang. I jogged downstairs to open it to see my bestfriends. During college, I became a social butterfly. I met my 3 bestfiends & we've been inseparable since.

They walked in without saying a word. "Damn, can I get a 'wassup' or something?" I asked. They sat down and played on their phones."Whats up with y'all? Kaya why you look so down, love?" "Tyga doesnt have a tour date for Miami!" she pouted. I laughed a little. This girl has been down with "Mr.Skinny Nigga, Big Balls" since day one. Back when people were saying "Tyga, who?" she had been reppin' TeamTyga all day, errry day. Her words not mine. "OMG! How will the world go on?!?" I said over dramatically. She gave me a stank look. "I know you aint talking. When Mr. Brown only had a tour date in Fort Lauderdale, you almost killed us about it, soo STFU!" she screamed at the last part. Ashley and Mel busted out laughing, knowing it was true. "Aight. I guess I feel your pain." I said hugging her. "Get off me! " she laughed running away from me.

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We were finally headed to the Heat game. My dad had gotten me 4 court side ticket to the home game against the L.A. Lakers as an early birthday gift. I love that man to death.

We fianlly made it to our seats. When I got comfortable I decided to hop on twitter until tip-off.

@Madi_Sonn: Court side with my babies @MelDuhh , @KayaIsTatted, & @AshyBoo at the Heat game :) Btw, @KingJames is mad sexy in person! ;)

2 minutes later I refreshed my TL to see a new mention & a few retweets.

@TBDoee @Madi_sonn: CHRIS IS AT THAT GAME!!!

I looked around and surely I spotted Chris sitting there, looking as good as always. He was just a few seats downs. He was with Mijo, Austin, and Tyga. I pointed them out to Kaya & she almost had a heart attack. "Breathe babe." I laughed. Tonight should be good I said as I sat back in my chair.