hospital beds// joshler fanfiction

chapter one: pov josh

i was walking with this amazing guy. he made me forget about me wanting suicide. nobody has ever done that to me. well except jacob my ex... well that was at first then he ruined everything by cheating on me. but this guy seems so sweet.
j: i never got your name.
t: i never got yours.
j: josh dun.
t: tyler joseph.
j: love the name wanna come back to my house?
t: got nothing else to do plus id love to get to know you.
even when i was talking to him i wish i could talk to him more. i look at his gorgeous eyes and melt. i want to melt into him. he was so cute when he smiled. or when he blushed when i told him how cute he was. we were walking back to my apartment when he looked at me while walking. he grabbed my hand and squeezed it. i started blushing.
t: your so cute when you blush.
j: your hands are warm.
t: sorry, i just thought they might fit yours. i think they do.
j: they fit perfectly.
we walked all the way back not saying anything. sounds awkward but no it was perfect. he was perfect. everything he did was perfect. t y l e r. it gave me shivers as i thought of his name. and i got butterflies when he smiled. was i really in love again. what if he fucks me over. like jacob. like everyone in my life. i dont know though i had a special feeling about tyler. he was more special then jacob or any of the other cheaters ive dated. but me and tyler were at my door right now. and i doubt we would be friends in there.