Sink or Swim | Calum Hood Punk

Chapter 12

Summer's POV

So it's been about a month since that incident with me and Calum went down, things haven't been that different, I haven't really talked to him because he has been pretty busy but we are dating now.

I am sitting in english class right now and god he is so freaking hot, he is writing a test and I can see his jawline from here.

Summer you need to stop.

I decided to take out my phone to distract myself, I was one of the first people to finish our test I am just counting down the minutes until class ends.

He glanced back at me before he stood up to hand his test in, God damn it. Every time he looks at me I get this feeling and it needs to go away because I cannot handle it. I didn't eat breakfast this morning and I was feeling a little sick but honestly I've been feeling like this for a week now.

Today was Friday and Luke, Ash and I are going to a party and I am so excited, my dad hasn't really spoken to me because last week I locked myself in the bathroom jamming out to One Direction as I was in the shower and he got so mad. Anyways like I was saying I am going to a party at Calum's house and then maybe I can get some action.

The bell rang and scared me because apparently I was daydreaming, I quickly got up and grabbed my small backpack off the floor heading out the door walking along side Calum "I am excited for tonight" I said making small talk as he took my hand into his, he nodded and kissed my cheek "I'll see you later."

I sighed and watched him walk into his next class, I on the other hand had a spare period so I decided to go outside and do homework that I never finished last night. I have been so tired and out of it I would rather sleep all day because I am already good at school so my grades are fine. So for the next hour I sat outside and did my Biology homework for after lunch.
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School had been over for a while now and I was at home getting ready for the party that started in about an hour, my stomach grumbled but I was to busy getting ready to bother grabbing something to munch on.
I finished applying my makeup as I heard a loud knock on the door, I opened it up and saw Ashton "are you ready?" He asked with a little smile plastered on his face "I am always ready to get shit faced" I laughed walking out to his car getting in the passenger side. I put the AUX cord into my phone getting pumped for the small party

We soon got to Calum's house, I saw that Luke's car was already there so everyone that was going was already there. I got out of the car and fixed my dress and happily walked into Calum's house. "hey babe" I smiled walking in kissing him, I already tasted the vodka on his lips and I looked the taste. "You didn't wait for me" I said shaking my head giving him a fake pout.

I walked into the kitchen and spotted Luke making out with a strange girl I have never seen before. I rolled my eyes and grabbed myself a Watermelon Smirnoff drink off the counter heading back to the couch. I sat on Calum's lap placing the bottle to my lips "babe" he said putting my hair behind my ear, he put his lips against my neck and kissed slightly "You're a weirdo" I laughed moving to the next to him.

Calum's POV
Summer is acting weird but I'll just ignore it, I knew she was going to get attached and I really wish she didn't, I like her I really like her but with my fucked up life I don't want to bring that to her life. God she frustrates me sometimes, she also turns me on but I need to stay away, I need another one night stand with someone so I know if I have real feelings for summer, she wouldn't find out so what would be the problem with that.

It's been a few hours and she has drank a lot, more than a lot. I think she should stop. But who am I to ruin her fun. I wanted to talk to Ashton and Luke but I'm pretty sure they are having a threesome with Luke's sex toy Riley. So I just sat patiently and watched Summer drink more vodka.

Summer's POV
I went to the washroom feeling very dizzy and I felt as if I could faint. I kept seeing these fuzzy dots all over and I was very confused so I went to the bathroom and sat down for a while trying to get control of my head. As I sit on the toilet I feel myself slip on and out it consciousness. I honestly don't know what's going on. I slowly get up and stumble out to the kitchen where Calum was. I grabbed his shirt and pull him into a random room.  "I hate you" I spit at him as my eyes water but i don't like them come out. "What did I do now? I don't have time for this shit show" he said rolling his eyes "I am being serious, why did you do this do me?" I cried sitting on his bed.  I looked up at him and he looked very confused but I didn't tell him all i needed as I was going to wait until tomorrow night. 

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It has been a couple days since the party happened. I am in the drugstore trying to find the cheapest but most reliable pregnancy tests. I sighed a little just grabbing two first choice tests. I cannot be pregnant this will not end well. My dad will kick me out and make sure I never get in contact with Calum again, and that cannot happen. I really like Calum, I have become attached just like I didn't want to.

I get home and run straight to the washroom ignoring my dads presence as he said hello to me. I've never been so terrified, my heart was pounding out of my chest and I hoped that the test would only be negative. The boys have a show tonight at a bigger club called Magic and the capacity is up to 700. So if I am pregnant I'll tell him after the show. I sit down on the toilet and pee on the medium sized stick quickly putting the cap back on and placing up side down on the counter. I hold the rest of my pee in so I can take the next one after I see the result of this test. I turn it over and see the stick says and I almost vomit.

Positive.... it was positive, I immediately take the second test and wait again and it was again positive. I took the tests and stuck them in my bra. I close and lock my door and I just fall apart. This wasn't supposed to happen to me. I had a plan and it's all ruined.

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