Life

More than dinner

It's around 6:30 when I've finished getting ready.

I was dressed In a tight t-shirt dress and I had my high top converse on.  I had my hair down my back still in its curls.

I walked down the stairs and Jessica saw me.

"She's a girl!" she yells joking around.

"I'm actually having a boy" I joke back. She laughs.

"Now no funny business....you got that" my dad says. I give him a hug. The knock at the door tares us apart. Dad is the one that goes to the door.

Nathan is in a pair of black jeans, a nice blue shirt, and some nice Nikes. His hair is swooped back.

"Hi Ava" he says quietly. I can't help but bite my lip.

"Hi Nathan......" I say not letting go of my lip. He lets out a small chuckle and grins.

"Ok you two have fun tonight, don't do anything" Jessica says.

We leave and go out to his car. He opens the door for me, Oliver has never done for me, he waits for me to be fully in the car to close the door then he runs around and gets in.

"You're glowing" he says. I can't help but blush.

"Thank you" I manage to say. I don't think I was ever this shy or ever blushed as much when I was with Oliver.

"What kind of music do you like?" He asks.

"Doesn't matter, I like all music" I say and he changes the station to the country one. "How did you know?" I start to blush more....country is my favorite type of music.

"I can read minds, plus if you grew up in Charleston then some part of you must like country music" he says making me laugh.

For the car ride to a surprise location we sing along to the songs... I feel like he's my soul mate. But I don't know how he really feels deep down inside about me being pregnant.

"We are here....at the pizza place" he says pulling into the parking lot. I don't even know what to do because I love pizza.

"I've been craving pizza all day, maybe you can actually read minds" I  sit up to get out of the car but by the way his hand touches my shoulder tells me to let him get the door for me.

He runs around the car and opens the door for me. Then helps me out of the car. We walk in and order half cheese for me, half meat lovers for him. We go sit at a table instead of a booth, knowing I can't fit in the booth.

"Do you know what the baby is yet?" He says placing his hand on the table for me to hold, which I do.

"I'm having a boy" I can't help but smile.

"I don't know what it is, but your smile is everything" he says making me smile even more. "Seriously it's so pretty and big, because it belongs on a beautiful girl." He says.

"Thanks" is all I can let out. Thankfully the pizza comes.

So how do you feel?" He asks.

"Im sorry I'm not good at dating at all" I take a bite of the burning hot pizza. I spit it out on the plate and take a drink of water. "Apparently I'm not good at eating either"

"What, no you're- yea you kinda are" he's being honest, all I need.

"Yeah I'm sorry, I look like a pig, and I have to pee every 15 minutes, and I'm emotional and I can't even think straight because I really like you." I start to tear up.

"You really like me? I don't even k ow what to say because of how much I like you...I hate small talk but I also hate awkward silence." He says which makes me calm down.

"How do you feel about my being pregnant? Like do you feel you can't be with me because some other boy has claimed me. Because if so I don't even like him, he's ruined my life...he told me to abort my baby" I say getting defensive.

"I feel like you as a woman deserve this baby, you've worked so hard though life and you deserve to have a baby, was it with the right guy? Ehhh No, but you're with the right guy now" he says holding bit of my hands.

"I think I am with the right guys right now....my baby and you" I tell him. He leans over the table and kisses me. "Wait....wait" I let out. He stops. " we can't do this here....let's get this pizza to go and go somewhere private."

"Okay.....okay" he takes some time to get back into reality.

After we got the pizza in a box we go out to his car and he drives me to the beach. He pulls out a blanket and throws it on the sand. We sit there and kiss.

Just kiss. No more than kissing. No less. I try to push it a little further. Touching his thigh and rubbing his hair and neck. But nothing.

"What are you doing?" He asks as I get ready to sit on his lap.

"I'm getting on top"

"What if I want to get on top?" He asks.

"Do you?" I sit back down on the ground.

"What are you comfortable with?" He just sits there scratching hi head.

"Just get on top or hold on" I flip over on all four.

"What?!?" He says.

"This is comfortable for me" it was dark out and no one was on the beach.

" how about we go do this at the house" he stands up.

"Ok" we grab the blanket and walk to the car. Good thing my house was only five minutes away.

It's about 9:30 when we get to the house. My dad and Jessica and already in their room.

I lead him to my room. He closes the door behind him and starts to undress.

Well you know what happens......

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My alarm goes off and I look around I feel Nathan's body heat around my back. I'm laying in my side, in the side of the bed that isn't against the wall. I sit up knowing Jessica is awake.

"Fuck" I mumble under my breath. I shake Nathan awake and he sits up.

"Shit we have school" he says tiredly.

"Yeah I know, my step mom is awake what are going to do?" I ask him standing up out of the bed revealing my nakedness. I scramble to find my underwear, bra, leggings, and sweatshirt.

"Let's go pick up some breakfast and tell her it was late and I got locked out of my house" he says.

"Already lying to my parents...I love you"  I let out. I am already dressed and throwing his clothes at him.

"I love you too" he throws his clothes on in a matter of seconds. I'm just now tying my shoes 

"Ok let's go" I say standing up from my chair.

"If I'm driving how are you going to get home?" He says as we walk to the kitchen.

"I'll just have Val drive me home." I shrug. I turn to see Jessica sitting at the table with two extra place mats. " he got locked out last night so he just spent the night....we're going to get breakfast see you later" I smile. Nathan and I are out of the house in a matter of seconds.

A/N: so that happened.....comment what you think. Vote. Follow.