Blinded Love

10. A Way

••• Zero's Point of View•••

I don't remember grabbing my case or my music or even how Kaname and I started walking. Everything felt like a blur to me. I just can't describe it. Kaname was leading me with his arm around mine.

Everything was quiet.

"Kaname? Don't you have class at this time?" I asked. God, what a stupid question.

"Yes. But it was started to get boring so I left. It was more of a study hall to be honest."
"Oh."

I heard him say, "Plus I wasn't interested in the class. It was about things that I already knew. When I left I decided to walk around and I found myself at the door where the music came from. To say it clearly the music that drew me out."

I was curious. Kaname seemed to me as someone who would sty in class and do his work. But I was wrong. Or was I just suspicious?

What is going on? I have no clue. Whenever I am around him I seem to feel something I just don't know what. I am just too curious of my good.

"Kaname?"

"Yes"

"Why?"

"What do you mean why?" he answered.

"Why did you truly come?" it sounded a lot better in my head. Something had to be wrong. I don't know but I can just tell.

"I came for you. For some reason or another. You draw me in somehow." I didn't know what to say. What could he have meant by that? My cheeks started to burn.

"But why me? Of all people. There are so many others. So why me?"

"I have no clue. When I first saw you you reminded me of myself. Not only that the way you talk the way you get lost in thought. Just everything." I head him chuckle.

"Now that I said it out loud it sounds silly. Don't you think so, Zero?" What he said made me happy. But it also gave the pit of my stomach butterflies.

"No. Not at all." I could feel a smile forming on my lips.
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The rest of the way was quiet, yet peaceful. I could feel myself getting happier. Just his presence made me feel something I couldn't describe. Like something I have similarly felt, but different.

I could feel the air outside brushing my warm cheeks. Sometimes I wish things could go back to the way they were. Before everything went completely wrong. I always wondered what my life could have been like without that incident. If it never occurred what would I have been like? How would I have been treated?

"Zero would you like to sit down with me for a moment?" Kaname's request woke me out of my thoughts.

"Yes." I answered quickly. I could feel his suspicion.

Kaname lead me to a bench over looking a water fountain. I could feel little drops of water finding me. The wind was silent. Everything was. Except for the water falling and splashing.

"Zero? There is something on your mind. If you wouldn't mind saying it." Kaname sounded curious and amused. Did I really have to ask him? And if I did how would he react?

"Kaname? What do you look like?" Right when I said it I could feel my cheeks burn and so surprised reaction.

"Well lets see I have dark brown eyes and dark brown hair that reaches to my shoulders. I am pretty tall and I am fairly skinny but I do have muscles. I have been told that I have a face that is curious and is seemed to be day dreaming." He was not fazed at all. I thought of what he said. Though I could only imagine.

What happened next took me by surprise. Kaname took my hands and placed them on his face. I have heard that people who couldn't see can recognize each other by doing this. By feeling the way their face is structured.

I didn't know what I was doing. I have only ever done it once. But that was the last time. This time it felt different. Like. Precious moment to never be forgotten.

His face was smooth. Kaname had a long face with good cheek bones and a set jaw. How many times was he going to make my face get red? I kept going for about a minute longer. Remembering every detail of his face and neck.

"I see."