Perfectly Imperfect - Book 2 in the Perfect series [Watty's 2016]

Chapter 23- Thnks fr th mmrs

•5 months later•

Days at the studio, I just love them. Today I was here to do some srs bsnss. I sat in a meeting room because I was waiting for my manager, tour manager, and the band who wants to go on tour with us manager and tour manager along with them. I tapped away in my laptop when the door opened and closed.

"Hey McKenna." The one assistant, Aaron said sitting next to me. Oh god.

"Hey Aaron. You need something?" I asked standing up shutting my laptop. He followed pushing me against the table. My eyes widened as he wrapped my legs around his waist and I tried to push him off. Fuck he's strong.

"Why are you with Alex, I could make you feel so good, babygirl." He said and moved his hand farther up my dress.

"Get off of me!" I yelled and he laughed.

"Remember babe, this room is sound proof." He said and pushed me back on the table. "This needs to go." He said tearing off my cardigan as I tried to push him off of me. This is useless!

"Get off of me!" I yelled bringing my leg up kneeing him in the stomach.

"Oh, it's on!" He yelled and the door opened.

"Get off of me!" I yelled pushing him away.

"Oh my god are you okay?!" My tour manager, Grayson, said as my manager, Jaxson, drug Aaron out.

"Yeah, just hand me my sweater." I said calmly not wanting anyone to see the white scars on my wrists.

"Yeah, okay." He said handing me the sweater. I jumped off the table and my phone rang.

"One second." I said answering it.

"Kellin what's wrong?" I asked and I heard him take a shaky breath.

"Do you think anyone would notice of I was gone?" He asked sounding out of it.

"Kellin what's wrong?" I asked again getting worried.

"Do you think anyone would care if I was gone?" He asked and I took a deep breath.

"Everyone would Kel, what are you going on about?" I asked and she sighed.

"I love you kenna, remember that." He said hanging up.

"Oh my god. Grayson I need to stop my brother before he does something stupid." I said stuffinglaptop in my bag sprinting out. I ran out the door and ran to my house.

I can't do it.

I hope he's okay.

Nobody cares.

Don't do something stupid Kellin.

I'm Better off dead.

Finally I got home and ran in slamming the door shut. "KELLIN!" I screamed kicking my heels off dropping my bag and running upstairs. "KELLIN!" I screamed trying to open his bedroom door.

I'm coming home.

"KELLIN!" I screamed slamming the door opened to find him laying on the floor with a bottle of vodka and sleeping pills next to him. "NO NO NO NO NO!" I screamed sliding next to him turning him on his side jamming my fingers down his throat. "Stay with me. Please. Please. Please." I said as I checked for a pulse. Tears fell down my face as I put my forehead against his and cried.

"NO! KELLIN! WHY?!" I screamed as I heard someone run up the stairs.

"Kenna?" Dad asked and I looked at him, tears running down my face.

"HE'S GONE! HE COMMITTED SUICIDE DADDY!" I screamed his eyes widened as he took out his phone calling 911.

The worst part is, I never got to say goodbye to my best friend. And now I never will.

But don't worry, I'm still here...
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Why did Kellin commit? Don't worry, he's not gone, you'll see him more, as something else.

But where have I been? PSSA's are kicking my ass. If you don't know what they are in Pennsylvania there's this bug state test and I'm in 7th grade so I gotta fvcking take em. UGH! But I gotta go, BYE! >•< MEOW! Also I cried writing this. 😿 also do you want smut? Tell me if you want any, I will write it for you. BYE!